haha...1st wk of hols going to be over le..but i still haven done anything constructive! apart from typing out the topics tested for common tests..haha v proud of myself oredyy! :))
been entertaining myself by playing orisinal games!! esp the catching stars one..eh i v good oredy lor..can extend my time till 100 plus secs! and i actually got into the top 10 list lor!! ahh i always thought that would nv nv nv happen to me..cos i nv ever seem to get any score near the bottom of the list's one...buttt ahhh! but still..my name was only there for at most 1 or 2 days..cos ITS GONEEEE!!!!!!!! booooooooooooooooo......but nvmmm kick my name out of the list la! humph dowan play le..no la cos its really spoiling my eyes..that day i played so much until my eyes red red one..so scary..after that gotta wear spectacles ar..so i don dare play le..though i still want to..haiya who ask me to be so good..then each game lasts so long one..haha.. *ego*...but its really v fun la..but cannot spoil my eyes..guai me..
nway physics camp was boring..*yawns*..the lectures were incomprehensible la..i just slept..or read yk's book..then 2nd day we sat behind and played cards! then this strict looking old man suddenly came somewhere near us..then we were so scared..faster use clara's doggie hide the cards..luckily nv get caught..but the lectures were really boring la..then they always drag la! maybe only the lab visits were slightly more interesting..
went out for dinner wif bin, ouou and xiaogui tonite! yayy..though kfc was freezing la..cos sat under the air con..then walked around westmall for a while..and blur me forgot to ask them to watch movie!!ahh...was planning to ask them when i was at home..and even told my parents bout it..then they came to pick me..then my mummy asked 'i tot u wanted to watch a movie?' haha..then i realized i actually forgot! haiz..but nway now movie tix so ex..esp fri summore...nvm la..can watch another day..
and good news!! im FINALLY gonna resume my piano lessons! like we just lost contact for no reason..think both of us were too lazy to contact the other..and i was oso a bit scared to add more workload to myself..but realized i actually quite slack la..45min a wk is quite little..moreover i like to play the piano too..so shd be ok la! going to start next thurs..hope it wont be awkward..cos of the unplanned suspension of lessons for so long..
but that means i'll have to take piano exam next yr! but she told me from next yr onwards they're gonna conduct the exams twice a yr..feb-mar and july-aug...so most prob i'll be going for the feb one la..but seriously dunno if i'll be prepared not..cos i haven even gotten the grade 5 book yet! but think can use dec hols to practise..sigh...
n i've always heard of ppl referring to death as a taboo topic..n i tot wad cliche stands..but after thinking bout it..i'm actually one of those ppl..i think of death sometimes..not as in me committing suicide la..but ya..but i will nv dare say it or write it out..cos it will seem as though it will have a higher possiblity of coming true..so hmmm...but it is really a scary thing..i have nv really learnt how to deal wif it..and the worst thing is when u regret..not having spent more time wif that person..not telling him or her how much u love her..not cherishing the moments u had wif that person..haiz i keep telling myself such stuff..to cherish those around me..but i nv seem to be able to put it into action! but its difficult too..how exactly are we supposed to show we cherish a person, a place or an event? for example, my house? i noe that one day i wont be living in it anymore..just like how i moved from my old hse and its no longer there anymore..and i really do miss it so much..budden, how do i make sure i cherish the moments spent in this house?? by staring at it all day and nite? by thinking how happy i am inside here? or simply jusy by being happy inside it...and the fact that i miss my old hse shows that i spent happy years inside it..so does that mean i cherished the times there?? haiz i hate changes..i hate growing up..i'd rather time be stagnant, and the world stop revolving around me..cos im happy where i am now..but i really really wanna noe how exactly we shd go about cherishing things...we keep writing it in our pri sch chi compos..but how do we put it into action? so that we wont have to regret in the future? having to regret is really a terrible feeling..cos we noe there's nothing we can do to change wad has happened..maybe we shd just tell our family members and frens that we love them everyday..i used to do that in the past..wif my mummy and daddy..like kiss them in the car on the way home and say i love u..and before i sleep too..but if we do that everyday..wont the words seem just like a meaningless chant..and lose their effect when u really really mean them...hmmmm
wad shall i do now??? so boredddddddd
Saturday, 4 June 2005
Sunday, 29 May 2005
haha still bored....
| Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male |
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
What Gender Is Your Brain?
| You Are a Dreaming Soul |
 You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
ya im a dreamer, as in have a lot of dreams when i slp??haha.. but dunno if the description is true not..
| You Are 50% Extrovert, 50% Introvert |
You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved Like most people, you enjoy being social But you also value the time you have alone You have struck a good balance! |
Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?
haha im so bored i shall do more!
haha pardon my boliaoness..its the hols and im soo bored! hehe
haha waaaa for once im said to be mature! or more mature than my age! wheeee
haha oh my am i that weird??
haha this one so amusing!!! they say im a sloth!!! okok i AM lazy i noe..
haha no comments..
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
haha waaaa for once im said to be mature! or more mature than my age! wheeee
| You Are 20 Years Old |
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
What Age Do You Act?
| You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal) |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
How Normal Are You?
haha oh my am i that weird??
Your Deadly Sins |
| Sloth: 60% |
| Pride: 20% |
| Wrath: 20% |
| Envy: 0% |
| Gluttony: 0% |
| Greed: 0% |
| Lust: 0% |
| Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% |
| You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die. |
How Sinful Are You?
haha this one so amusing!!! they say im a sloth!!! okok i AM lazy i noe..
| Your Birthdate: December 29 |
| Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities. The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension. This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer. You do, however, work very well with people. |
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
haha no comments..
Saturday, 28 May 2005
personality test
hehe got this from yk's blog! think personality tests are fun to do..though they may not be accurate at times la..
Your #1 Match: ESFP |
| The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your #2 Match: ISFP |
| The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
Your #3 Match: ENFP |
| The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Your #4 Match: ESFJ |
| The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. |
Your #5 Match: INFP |
| The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
holidays!
yayy! the june hols have finally finally arrived! ahh i really need a break..though i've not exactly been working very hard..but i just want a break..from my monotonous life now...
met up wif xiaogui, bin n ouou today! they came over..except bin..and before ouou arrived xiaogui and i were practising tong hua on the piano nonstop! just to make it as perfect as possible..hehe and stupid me was singing (or screeching) away as we played..and it made my sorethroat worse! i only felt its effects after i stopped singing..then damn pain! those kind u swallow saliva then ur ears feel e pain one..and it makes u not feel like toking at all..and i started sneezing nonstop too! and now i have a leaky nose..sigh...but im sure healthy me will get well by tmr! hehe...doneed any medicine or anything! just my healthy white blood cells! hehe :))
but at least my body's smart enough to fall sick on e last day of sch! so that guai me wont have to pon schh *beamss*haha..today must be a slack day! cos its the last day of term 2! but it shows how quickly time passes..so fast one quarter of my jc life is gone..and i seriously don feel i have done much at all..hmmm is that good or bad? cos i heard time seems to pass faster when we're enjoying ourselves...
and...wad to do during the june holidays?? i wanna play! i definitely cant spend the whole of the june hols mugging for common tests..though i seriously need to..cos i don understand a lot a lot a lot of things..haha..then was pushing everything to the hols to go read up..and i hope i can read at least one bk during the hols! i noee harry potter the order of the phoenix! i borrowed it from kwa like in sec 3 and im only at pg 4o sth..ahh feel so bad...bleah..and can read my rule of four..
oh! and i have to finish reading yukit's bk in 4 days! ahh so fast! its called night sth..haha lazy go check..but seems quite interesting..actually i wanted to borrow bk from sch lib! but i dowan come back during june hols to return! at least in ny i knew i sure had to return for cca at least once or twice a wk...but now, don even noe if im coming back to rj during the hols at all..though i din used to borrow books from ny lib..i want to borrow crime and mystery book! though can get quite creepy and scary at times..
going to kl from 10-12! going to this theme park in e shopping centre..i wanna sit the rides! hope its safe...haha...shd i bring thick harry potter there??? yayy i like long long bus rides...though i tend to get bus sick and feel like puking or feel v full at the end of the journey..just like how i used to feel when i took 67 from ny all the way to tampines interchange in sec 1....haha
and one more good thing! we hardly have any holiday hw! waaaa for oncee! like only have maths i think...sooo happy! think one thing good bout jc is that hw load is much less, if we choose not to do our tutorials..not like ny..every single assignment oso must hand in one..but in a way it forces us to do them properly..dunno which system is better la..but of cos, having a free holiday is soo appealing...
lemme see wad i wanna do...
1. watch a movie-- madagascar?? or star wars?? or some scary movie?? hehe
2. read a book!
3. meet up wif my frens...
4. climb bukit timah hill and go lie at the top (and tan??) wif whoever wants to go wif me!
5. watch cartoons on kids central in the mornings-- sth i always wanted to do..guess it just brings back a lot of childhood memories..and its really relaxing watching all these cartoons, with simple plots so easy to understand..and appreciating all the nice colours of the cartoons...and eating my nice cereal in front of the tv at the same time...ahh...
6. contact my piano teacher and resume piano lessons! dunno we sumhow stopped after last yr for no reason at all! lazy to contact each other i guess..hehe..and now's too late to go for any exam..budden next yr got A levels..so dunno if shd go for exam too..or not there's no point practising the 2005-2006 music pieces..
7. make a present for daddy's birthday
8. go for class outing..our class seriously needs more bonding!
9. go yukit's house to do my template! and learn html skills from her! nooo...i mean teach her html skills..and flash skills too...hahaha ban men nong fu..and maybe can go there for free physics tuition by her daddy
10. download a lot a lot of songs....
haha ok la..shant bore everyone wif my boring list of things...though i have more actually...shall add on next time la..
anyway hope i have a nice june hols...
met up wif xiaogui, bin n ouou today! they came over..except bin..and before ouou arrived xiaogui and i were practising tong hua on the piano nonstop! just to make it as perfect as possible..hehe and stupid me was singing (or screeching) away as we played..and it made my sorethroat worse! i only felt its effects after i stopped singing..then damn pain! those kind u swallow saliva then ur ears feel e pain one..and it makes u not feel like toking at all..and i started sneezing nonstop too! and now i have a leaky nose..sigh...but im sure healthy me will get well by tmr! hehe...doneed any medicine or anything! just my healthy white blood cells! hehe :))
but at least my body's smart enough to fall sick on e last day of sch! so that guai me wont have to pon schh *beamss*haha..today must be a slack day! cos its the last day of term 2! but it shows how quickly time passes..so fast one quarter of my jc life is gone..and i seriously don feel i have done much at all..hmmm is that good or bad? cos i heard time seems to pass faster when we're enjoying ourselves...
and...wad to do during the june holidays?? i wanna play! i definitely cant spend the whole of the june hols mugging for common tests..though i seriously need to..cos i don understand a lot a lot a lot of things..haha..then was pushing everything to the hols to go read up..and i hope i can read at least one bk during the hols! i noee harry potter the order of the phoenix! i borrowed it from kwa like in sec 3 and im only at pg 4o sth..ahh feel so bad...bleah..and can read my rule of four..
oh! and i have to finish reading yukit's bk in 4 days! ahh so fast! its called night sth..haha lazy go check..but seems quite interesting..actually i wanted to borrow bk from sch lib! but i dowan come back during june hols to return! at least in ny i knew i sure had to return for cca at least once or twice a wk...but now, don even noe if im coming back to rj during the hols at all..though i din used to borrow books from ny lib..i want to borrow crime and mystery book! though can get quite creepy and scary at times..
going to kl from 10-12! going to this theme park in e shopping centre..i wanna sit the rides! hope its safe...haha...shd i bring thick harry potter there??? yayy i like long long bus rides...though i tend to get bus sick and feel like puking or feel v full at the end of the journey..just like how i used to feel when i took 67 from ny all the way to tampines interchange in sec 1....haha
and one more good thing! we hardly have any holiday hw! waaaa for oncee! like only have maths i think...sooo happy! think one thing good bout jc is that hw load is much less, if we choose not to do our tutorials..not like ny..every single assignment oso must hand in one..but in a way it forces us to do them properly..dunno which system is better la..but of cos, having a free holiday is soo appealing...
lemme see wad i wanna do...
1. watch a movie-- madagascar?? or star wars?? or some scary movie?? hehe
2. read a book!
3. meet up wif my frens...
4. climb bukit timah hill and go lie at the top (and tan??) wif whoever wants to go wif me!
5. watch cartoons on kids central in the mornings-- sth i always wanted to do..guess it just brings back a lot of childhood memories..and its really relaxing watching all these cartoons, with simple plots so easy to understand..and appreciating all the nice colours of the cartoons...and eating my nice cereal in front of the tv at the same time...ahh...
6. contact my piano teacher and resume piano lessons! dunno we sumhow stopped after last yr for no reason at all! lazy to contact each other i guess..hehe..and now's too late to go for any exam..budden next yr got A levels..so dunno if shd go for exam too..or not there's no point practising the 2005-2006 music pieces..
7. make a present for daddy's birthday
8. go for class outing..our class seriously needs more bonding!
9. go yukit's house to do my template! and learn html skills from her! nooo...i mean teach her html skills..and flash skills too...hahaha ban men nong fu..and maybe can go there for free physics tuition by her daddy
10. download a lot a lot of songs....
haha ok la..shant bore everyone wif my boring list of things...though i have more actually...shall add on next time la..
anyway hope i have a nice june hols...
Thursday, 26 May 2005
mmmm
hmm nothing in particular to write about..
vv happy gp common test is over! i don care wadeva marks i get le...just v happy its over!! yayy
nway, i'm sorry...
should i go for match support tmr? i feel as though its the hols oredy! keep thinking tmr and fri don have to go to sch..hehe..so i plan to slack all the day till june hols! oh! but got this maths quiz on fri hor..not that i care actually..
and im looking forward to friday!! to meeting up wif bin, xiaogui and ouou! can ask kwa and liow come along too! then it'll be a nice nice gathering...ya like wad xiaogui said, its such stuff that keeps us going..and at least it provides something for me to look forward to every wk!
stayed back in sch to play cards today..and i was thinking bout how much one small tiny pack of poker cards can do..u just need 4 ppl and we can play a nice game! though im not very good at any of them..then so funny..was telling my daddy i was playing cards in sch though it's illegal..then he said its ok wad..bridge is ok..haha..and they always ask me pon study partner on tuesdays! i'm more guai than my parents la! haha
was supposed to go watch a movie today! but madagascar only opens on 26th according to yk..and actually i don mind watching those scary movies..cos they're quite thrilling..butbutbut..my eyes would be closed half the time and i'll be damn scared when i bathe at nite! so..should i watch them?? nvmm shall just stick to light-hearted, stress-relieving movies like madagascar! haha though i prefer action movies! more exciting u see..
i feel sian..dowan do any work!!! don care..shall push everything to the june hols to do..yayyy
vv happy gp common test is over! i don care wadeva marks i get le...just v happy its over!! yayy
nway, i'm sorry...
should i go for match support tmr? i feel as though its the hols oredy! keep thinking tmr and fri don have to go to sch..hehe..so i plan to slack all the day till june hols! oh! but got this maths quiz on fri hor..not that i care actually..
and im looking forward to friday!! to meeting up wif bin, xiaogui and ouou! can ask kwa and liow come along too! then it'll be a nice nice gathering...ya like wad xiaogui said, its such stuff that keeps us going..and at least it provides something for me to look forward to every wk!
stayed back in sch to play cards today..and i was thinking bout how much one small tiny pack of poker cards can do..u just need 4 ppl and we can play a nice game! though im not very good at any of them..then so funny..was telling my daddy i was playing cards in sch though it's illegal..then he said its ok wad..bridge is ok..haha..and they always ask me pon study partner on tuesdays! i'm more guai than my parents la! haha
was supposed to go watch a movie today! but madagascar only opens on 26th according to yk..and actually i don mind watching those scary movies..cos they're quite thrilling..butbutbut..my eyes would be closed half the time and i'll be damn scared when i bathe at nite! so..should i watch them?? nvmm shall just stick to light-hearted, stress-relieving movies like madagascar! haha though i prefer action movies! more exciting u see..
i feel sian..dowan do any work!!! don care..shall push everything to the june hols to do..yayyy
Sunday, 22 May 2005
yayy my comp's fixed!
hmmm my mummy did a destructive system recovery for me...the good thing is i can finally use my comp again..the sad thing is, everything's gone..sob..i really really do keep old stuff for sentimental reasons...whether i actually need them or not..so i just keep old old files inside..but now..they're all gone..and there's no way i can ever see them again..but i have the hard copies maybe??but still..im still a little sad.. and all my songs!ahh..have to go download them again..though i don see how...cos i don dare use those illegal programmes le..cos im not sure if its those programmes that hai my comp...
nway nway, happy that things are fine now
gp common test next wed..ahh actually din think it was so impt..cos i always tot common tests were normal tests..like in ny..i din noe they're actually like midyrs in jc!shit shit! and my gp sux la..so demoralized by all e work we just got back..but are marks that impt?? even if i don do well i don think i'll even care or think about it 2 yrs down the road..or maybe even 2 months..
i always worry that my jc testimonial will look like shit..cos i'll have no achievements or nothing i can be proud of..things used to be much much easier in ny..opportunities just came to me..now i have to try so hard to get them..that i have become so numb in failing at all my attempts that i think i have given up trying anymore..or have become too lazy ot think bout such stuff..
i just don understand why we have to look so far into the future at such an early age..cant we just take life one step at a time?? why shd i even care bout wad's on my testimonial?? it all boils down to trying to get a good job in the future..by getting a scholarship before that???but even if i don get a scholarship..it shd be ok rite..i don have to be some high-flyer..i just have to get a job which can earn me enough to support myself and my family?? haiz but in an environment like rj..where everyone's so capable and everything, i cant help but feel inferior..
i never used to be like that..guess i have changed a lot..maybe in class now i'm still quite e same..but definitely not as bubbly, happy and crazy as before...guess ppl now are more judgemental..and its even worse in cca..im totally not myself..i guess it's the feeling that everyone else is so much better that i don dare give my opinions..i think twice before i say sth..it really nv used to be like that in the past..during guides i would just do wadeva i want to do..be crazy..jump around or anything..i wont care if ppl find me weird..cos all the friendships have already been secured..i don have to try at all to maintain some image or anything..but everything's so different now..i seem such a passive girl..someone who is incapable of contributing much..haiz why cant i be as active as i used to be?? life would seem much more fulfilling and nice...i need to feel involved and committed..but i just cant..
perhaps its how i look at things..but guess its too late to change anything now..ok maybe its not..but everything has become kinda stagnant..fixed..numb..that i don really care or try anymore..
and maybe friends are more impt??not achievements?? so maybe the greatest achievement i can get from jc is to make a few more true friends and to maintain the wonderful frienships i already have..
really glad we're able to meet up rather often..it really does provide a source of respite from my monotonous jc life...
i wanna be a happy girl..like i used to be..
nway nway, happy that things are fine now
gp common test next wed..ahh actually din think it was so impt..cos i always tot common tests were normal tests..like in ny..i din noe they're actually like midyrs in jc!shit shit! and my gp sux la..so demoralized by all e work we just got back..but are marks that impt?? even if i don do well i don think i'll even care or think about it 2 yrs down the road..or maybe even 2 months..
i always worry that my jc testimonial will look like shit..cos i'll have no achievements or nothing i can be proud of..things used to be much much easier in ny..opportunities just came to me..now i have to try so hard to get them..that i have become so numb in failing at all my attempts that i think i have given up trying anymore..or have become too lazy ot think bout such stuff..
i just don understand why we have to look so far into the future at such an early age..cant we just take life one step at a time?? why shd i even care bout wad's on my testimonial?? it all boils down to trying to get a good job in the future..by getting a scholarship before that???but even if i don get a scholarship..it shd be ok rite..i don have to be some high-flyer..i just have to get a job which can earn me enough to support myself and my family?? haiz but in an environment like rj..where everyone's so capable and everything, i cant help but feel inferior..
i never used to be like that..guess i have changed a lot..maybe in class now i'm still quite e same..but definitely not as bubbly, happy and crazy as before...guess ppl now are more judgemental..and its even worse in cca..im totally not myself..i guess it's the feeling that everyone else is so much better that i don dare give my opinions..i think twice before i say sth..it really nv used to be like that in the past..during guides i would just do wadeva i want to do..be crazy..jump around or anything..i wont care if ppl find me weird..cos all the friendships have already been secured..i don have to try at all to maintain some image or anything..but everything's so different now..i seem such a passive girl..someone who is incapable of contributing much..haiz why cant i be as active as i used to be?? life would seem much more fulfilling and nice...i need to feel involved and committed..but i just cant..
perhaps its how i look at things..but guess its too late to change anything now..ok maybe its not..but everything has become kinda stagnant..fixed..numb..that i don really care or try anymore..
and maybe friends are more impt??not achievements?? so maybe the greatest achievement i can get from jc is to make a few more true friends and to maintain the wonderful frienships i already have..
really glad we're able to meet up rather often..it really does provide a source of respite from my monotonous jc life...
i wanna be a happy girl..like i used to be..
Tuesday, 10 May 2005
i don't know how we drifted too
i just wanna say im sorry..to me its just a misunderstanding..both of us were aware since long ago that we drifted v much rite..not in e sense that we don get to see each other..but that we no longer tell each other stuff and update bout our lives..but if i had a choice, wont i want to continue sharing stuff wif e 5 of u? its not that i don want to..its just that i really dont noe how to..the things u tell me nowadays are so different from what u used to tell me..sometimes i can only listen cos i dunno how to contribute to e topic too..then if i were to start telling u everything from e beginning, i dunno where to start from too..cant u see the grp of ppl im confiding in now is not a new grp of frens but e same ppl we always used to hang out with..haiz..the fact that im turning to them shows that i still rather be in e past..with all of u..its not that im forsaking our friendship for newer ones..nvm..i dont noe how to go bout explaining too..the whole email thing was just a random affair..
i dont know what else to say..just wanna say that i still care a lot bout our friendship and i noe u do too..thats why we're so affected..just hope things between us improves and that it'll just be a silly misunderstanding that we'll get over in no time..
i dont know what else to say..just wanna say that i still care a lot bout our friendship and i noe u do too..thats why we're so affected..just hope things between us improves and that it'll just be a silly misunderstanding that we'll get over in no time..
Saturday, 7 May 2005
hmmm i'll usually blog only when i feel sth big has happened or when i have sth to say..but sian me is so sian that im gonna blog for no reason! hehe..though there's lotsa work to do..but i sumhow feel damn slack today! maybe its cos i did the amt of work im supposed to do!! haha cos yk came over today..to do gp! and surprisingly we din slack! and of cos efficient me was ever so efficient *pukes* haha...
but after she left around 5 plus, i fell aslp! all e way to 9 plusss..shit la..damn pig lorr
rained today..not nicee..the whole sky was so dark and gloomy and depressing! i hate rainy days! i wonder how can ppl ever like them..dont they just affect ur mood?? then everywhere so wet..wanna get from place to place oso so inconvenient..i'd feel damn terrible if i were alone at home on a rainy and dark day like this..sigh
had 2.4 trial run today..and i deproved..i seriously seriously think they timed wrongly for sec 4 or we all ran less..there's no way i could ever get that timing! but nvmmm
tmr is a busy dayyy..have odac store wash in e morning, then have to rush to jjc for boon lay youth club, then later back to hc for guitar concert!ahh was supposed to have some family dinner too..but at least it feels like my life is more chong shi..haha no lor my life is always chong shi!
and how well u lead ur life is not determined by the amount of things u do actually, but by how u look at them....
nway, shd i continue wif my piano lessons?? she seems to be short ofu funds and contacted me recently...haha..but i cant take exam this yr liao..and next yr got Alevels! hmmmm..
n i have been damn behind in all my work! and i actually ponned a lesson first time in my life lor! was piaing pw in e com lab..and i couldnt sneak into the classroom! cos they were having some test..haiz its a bad thinggg..for guai me especially ;p...hehe..like for example i don lie..then if ever im tempted to, i'll tell myself that i cant break my clean record lidat..but once i lie, i'll find it easy to do so..and that i can get away with it..so all these things are baddd! hope i don have to pon a lesson againn
hmmm mother's day on sunday..haven done anything yet! haiz im getting from bad to worse la...last time used to draw cards and everything..then now..i keep giving the excuse that i don have time..but actually i do have one lor..sighhh
nwayy lazy to continue la...byee
but after she left around 5 plus, i fell aslp! all e way to 9 plusss..shit la..damn pig lorr
rained today..not nicee..the whole sky was so dark and gloomy and depressing! i hate rainy days! i wonder how can ppl ever like them..dont they just affect ur mood?? then everywhere so wet..wanna get from place to place oso so inconvenient..i'd feel damn terrible if i were alone at home on a rainy and dark day like this..sigh
had 2.4 trial run today..and i deproved..i seriously seriously think they timed wrongly for sec 4 or we all ran less..there's no way i could ever get that timing! but nvmmm
tmr is a busy dayyy..have odac store wash in e morning, then have to rush to jjc for boon lay youth club, then later back to hc for guitar concert!ahh was supposed to have some family dinner too..but at least it feels like my life is more chong shi..haha no lor my life is always chong shi!
and how well u lead ur life is not determined by the amount of things u do actually, but by how u look at them....
nway, shd i continue wif my piano lessons?? she seems to be short ofu funds and contacted me recently...haha..but i cant take exam this yr liao..and next yr got Alevels! hmmmm..
n i have been damn behind in all my work! and i actually ponned a lesson first time in my life lor! was piaing pw in e com lab..and i couldnt sneak into the classroom! cos they were having some test..haiz its a bad thinggg..for guai me especially ;p...hehe..like for example i don lie..then if ever im tempted to, i'll tell myself that i cant break my clean record lidat..but once i lie, i'll find it easy to do so..and that i can get away with it..so all these things are baddd! hope i don have to pon a lesson againn
hmmm mother's day on sunday..haven done anything yet! haiz im getting from bad to worse la...last time used to draw cards and everything..then now..i keep giving the excuse that i don have time..but actually i do have one lor..sighhh
nwayy lazy to continue la...byee
Tuesday, 3 May 2005
i'm back!
haha came back from odac expedition ytd..things were much much better than i thought they would be..and piggy me slept from 930 to 1030!haha..and junli and shuting were v nice..always helping me out...and luckily nothing was lost!yayyy...at least its a big load off my mind la..the mountain view was v nice..though i din get to admire it much..sigh..and there were sooo many stars in e sky..ahhh too bad couldnt take a pic of them..and nobody really appreciated them..sigh..and surprisingly i din slp at all on e bus rides! hehe...and made a few more friends..like toked to some ppl i nv really spoke to before..so maybe the fact that ouou din go was a blessing in disguise..forced to me to go mix around..hmmm and odac seems much much nicer to me now :)
die le pw..haven done yet..bet i'll do some last minute work as usual again..PI due on fri..and stupid teacher dowan accept my idea! she just said its too simple..nvmm..nway my mummy tot of an idea for me! about making spore more friendly for wheelchair bound ppl..then can learn from other countries..hmmm maybe i shall use that..
and thanks yukit for sending me that sweet sms! haha u'll always send me sth sweet when i go on odac expeditions.. thanks dear!
die die got a lot of hw to do...when will i ever catch up???ive been behind all along since e beginning of e year...esp chem! haizz nvmm don care le!
and i'll always be thankful i have such a wonderful grp of frens to turn to if ever im sad..u noe who u are :)) okie la..must do physics tutorial le..though i don see how cos i don understand dynamics! :s
die le pw..haven done yet..bet i'll do some last minute work as usual again..PI due on fri..and stupid teacher dowan accept my idea! she just said its too simple..nvmm..nway my mummy tot of an idea for me! about making spore more friendly for wheelchair bound ppl..then can learn from other countries..hmmm maybe i shall use that..
and thanks yukit for sending me that sweet sms! haha u'll always send me sth sweet when i go on odac expeditions.. thanks dear!
die die got a lot of hw to do...when will i ever catch up???ive been behind all along since e beginning of e year...esp chem! haizz nvmm don care le!
and i'll always be thankful i have such a wonderful grp of frens to turn to if ever im sad..u noe who u are :)) okie la..must do physics tutorial le..though i don see how cos i don understand dynamics! :s
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