sadddddd

sobb i dread it! sadd..haiz nvmm shant think bout it anymore the more i think e sadder i get..i feel so abandoned

so glad can finally come online..couldnt even start up my comp for e dunno how many times le..then suddenly can..bet this'll be the last time lor...maybe shd go remove blubster from mi comp..but i dowan to lose all e songs i so painstakingly downloaded! dowan!

i hate being a qm! its so stressful..and its not that everyone else is extremely cooperative..and...ahh nvm shant complain..

stressful wk...gp graded essay on thurs..and pw stressing me out more! i really hate her! waste my time only..don even noe wad exactly she wants la! and i don have any ideas! hmm which task shall i do?? i prefer nature of cos..but new perspectives seem more realistic and practical..

my calendar pics soo nice..actually its a free uob calendar..every yr my daddy takes back some..then all v nice one lor..all on scenery..haiz i wanna go to all those places!!!!!so nice and peaceful and beautiful and free from everything else..free from this unnecessarily complicated world....

i want sb to tok to..actually i do have ppl to tok to.....but sometimes i feel its much easier to just bottle everything up inside..and save myself the trouble of explaining all my thoughts and feelings..

its so difficult to be the happy, crazy girl i used to be..cos everything else is getting complicated..or izzit just e way i see this world??? maybe its still as simple after all...