forgiveness is giving up all hope of a better past

does time seem to fly even faster as we get older and have more responsibilities thrust at one go upon our shoulders? i thought 2 years in JC was far too short, but still i managed to at least to hold on to quite a few sweet memories, and built a few wonderful friendships..uni seems to have whizzed by even faster now..what would it be like when we finally enter the workforce in 2 years time? would we be reduced to tired workers lamenting their mundane job day after day, or dynamic individuals seeking challenges to push our limits, yet taking precious time off to slow down once in while & enjoy the beauty of life as it is? ok the second one sounds much too ideal..hmm..but actually, not much point thinking about all these now..when the time comes, we just face it in the most natural way..we'll see how it goes then!

been very contented with my life..i've got everything i wanted, even things i didn't expect to get..i think its important to feel lucky & blessed, isn't it? what's the point of chasing things, wanting to achieve goals and let your happiness revolve around the achievement of such goals, which are sometimes unattainable? i think our basic contentment should be having a happy family, true friendship and good health..everything above these should simply be considered a bonus..that's how i stay happy at least..

a little apprehensive about the challenges coming my way..but my resolution this year was to face all challenges bravely..instead of my usual 'be a better person', 'cherish what's important to me'..which shouldn't even be yearly resolutions..they should be daily principles we live by...but yup, so i will not shy away from stress, difficultly and sometimes, disappointment in myself..i will be strong and hardworking! :)

speaking about staying strong, i really wanna thank you dear for supporting me, staying by my side these 2 years..i know i can get quite unreasonable, but u've tolerated it all..thanks for being so understanding when i'm busy with my school work, for offering to help in whatever way you can just to take the load off my shoulders..thanks for putting in so much effort to make me happy always..especially that night..doing things u usually wont..i was really really touched..looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you :)