will you grow old with me?

hehe it's supposedly our 4th anniversary tmr, but i don't feel excited or that it's a special day! think i've gotten over counting our years together, or deeming it a milestone to have reached another year together. i don't see the need to celebrate (even our birthday) or to give presents to each other. if i feel he needs sth, i'll just get it for him whether or not there is an occasion, but it applies otherwise too. if there is a special occasion but i can't think of anything he needs or would like to have, i won't bother too. we didn't give each other birthday presents last year too! we're too lazy! hahaha..i've become too settled in the routine life that we have developed!

not that i'm not contented with this relationship of course. i feel more than blessed! :)

zk's reservist starts tmr, so he's not free anyway!! not my fault haha...he said i agreed to plan this year's anniversary, but i don't remember making that promise at all! but i told him i'm too lazy! hahaha...

but still, i'm grateful for what we share, the fact that i can be at my ugliest (emotionally and physically) and yet still feel wanted. we've had our fair share of arguments, some really bad ones, but i think we're slowly easing over that phase..

i'll soon be progressing to another stage in my life- as a working adult! i'm confident that it won't change things much, just like how we saw each other through your army, and my uni life. now it's your turn to mug the weekends away! haha..

here's to all our years to come! :)