wah biang i feel like a pig now...came back home around 4 plus..read papers then slept from 5 plus to 10 la! think tonite doneed slp again la..was supposed to do my tutorials! cos im seriously lagging in ALL subjects..ok i shall do it later..do evolution! :p

nway felt v bad this afternoon..i was at the bus stop near kap..then this 50plus old lady approached me..wanted to sell pens to me la..think 4 for $2 or sth..she said was sick and all..haha though i was slightly sceptical bout that la..but i thought $2 is just the amount i spend everyday on lunch..must why just use it to zuo shan shi..and i can use the pens oso wad..so i reached into my pocket..and remembered i forgot to bring my wallet! so i was like stuttering 'eh...i forgot to bring my wallet leh'..though i don think she really heard wad i said la..but it felt totally like i was trying to give the worst excuse in the whole world! like who would not bring their wallets out...ok maybe blur ppl like me la..but it really sounded like a damn bad and selfish excse..

and thanks yukit for that walk out..it really meant a lot to me! haha hope i don fall into that 'slippery slope' problem..haha did i use it correctly?

and to you, i still care bout our friendship..don let ur imagination run wild k! :P

i miss you

i guess im starting to get over it slowly..its not really on my mind anymore

but sometimes the memories just flood my mind again and there's nth i can do

i still miss you as much..

i miss the sound of you barking, whining, and cowering at the presence of strangers
i miss you jumping onto my thighs, of playing hide-and-seek with you, and your warm, sincere licks
i miss the fat, adorable you

i dont ever remember you biting anyone before
i miss stroking you as you were eating
i miss sitting just beside you
i miss hugging you

most of all, i miss that sincere, harmless and loving look in your eyes
you're the best friend i've ever had..

we all miss you so so much..you'll always be a part of my life..

byebye..

rest in peace boyboy..
we will miss you always..