random thoughts..

if a fire broke out in my house and i had some time to take what i wanted to..these are wad i would take..

1. all my photo albums...cos i guess that's where most memories are stored..and think all the negatives are gone..
2. my autograph books
3. my diaries
4. my cards & letters from my family and friends...
5. handmade presents
6. my certs! need them for getting a job i guess
7. im not so sure bout my handphone..cos i wanna keep the msges..the hp itself is not impt..

hmmm ya..think these are wad i'll take wif me to escape!

and also..if i had to lose one of my 5 senses, which one would i bear to lose? this one i really cannot decide leh..i always thought sight is the most impt one..cos being able to see the beautiful scenery and creations of this world is really a great blessing...budden all the other senses are equally impt..maybe i would choose to lose my sense of smell! budden i'll lose my sense of taste at the same time! hmmm..then if i lose my sense of touch, it'll be dangerous cos i cant feel pain or anything...then hearing! to me its not that impt too..but i wanna hear my family and friends talking too.. so i should be thankful i'm born perfectly healthy..we really should start appreciating all these little blessings in life..though we tend to overlook them most of the time..and look for other unnecessary troubles to worry about.. like stress from sch etc..and be contented wif our lives! :))

went to ouou's hse today...but ended up playing more than i did work! then we went to kfc to eat..then went outside there to sit..those kind of places i can imagine those naughty kids loiter around..then 4 of us just sat there and toked..so nice and relaxing..though stupid xiaogui looked so stressed that she wasted another day! :p

oh another thing! i let rainbow fly around in my toilet today! though she was damn damn terrified..so stupid lor she..i took the kitchen glove to touch her..cos i scared she bite me..then she tried to retreat when it came near, but biting it at the same time..haha then she flew around my toilet! so cute lor she..and i had a HARD time trying to get her back into the cage la! but she so cuteee..she hesitated quite a while before stepping out of the cage onto the top of my toilet bowl! hehe..and just stood there..i took many many pictures! but i dunno how to upload them here...yukeet or yunhua teach meeee! :) by the time i got her in i was all sweating! and i took a small container of food for her..to attempt to bond more wif her..but naughty her kicked it down! and all the colourful pieces of food spilled onto my toilet floor! argh... but nvm la...
should let her fly more actually...i wanna tame her! but dunno if its too late..i wanna let her be able to stand on my finger..without attempting to bite me...but she's still cute..letting me kiss her by putting her beak on the cage metal...ahhh soo cute!!!

back from malaysia!! :)

haha just came back todayy..the trip wasnt exactly fun or exciting..but somehow i miss it! maybe i just enjoy being in another country and staying in a hotel! feel so xing fu! holidays are always nice..cos u have a good excuse to slack and relax..and not do any work at all..though the fact that i haven really studied for my common tests yet was always at the back of my mind..and holidays remind me of the past..when i could just go to another country with the sole aim of having fun...

the bus ride was damn long..but of cos piggy me was sleeping like 80% of the 5hr journey..the seat was really comfortable la! those kind u can lean ur head back and rest without feeling u're straining ur neck..so even when i woke up and felt i slept enough, i could easily close my eyes and go back to sleep..so ya..and it was too comfortable that i din feel like opening my bag to take anything else to do..hehe

it was supposed to be a shopping trip la..that's why was a little boring..and chinatown was damn damn damn crowded i see oredy don feel like walking..and so funny on the 2nd day we went to klcc..then ouou and me din wanna shop..so we went to the science centre..wanted to go for this supposedly exciting tour..which needed 3 hrs so couldnt..and the queue was damn long too! so we had no choice but to go for this funzone thing oso inside the sci centre..but its supposed to be for kids la! then apart from the children and their parents i think we were the only teenagers lor...then the worst part was the balloon sculpturing! we just went for fun la..nway no one knows us wad..then when all the small little kids whose height reached our wasists queued for the balloons, we queued too! haha then the guy who taught was laughing at us! hehe but nvm laa at least we had fun... then the place quite interesting la..mini science centre..

the hotel room v nice! cos it was damn big! and each of us got a queen sized bed i think..so shuang..so big...so of cos i spent most of my time sleeping..could have talked thru the nite actually but the bed too comfortable le..

then the bus so high tech one..can watch movie! though had to strain my eyes to watch the small tv right in front when i was 3/4 from the front of the bus..watched pirates of the carribean and madagascar..though i was sleeping thru half the movie again..hehe..cos if i wanna watch must prop my seat upright..so i cldnt be bothered..

but im still gonna die for my common tests!hope i don slack..going to ouou's hse tmr! bin and xiaogui too! oh nway my mummy said i was very boring to shop wif..hehee no lor

such a fun dayy!

shitt i think i get addicted to things v easily! yk introduced this game to me last nite and i played till ard 3 in the morning!! its called the mystery of time and space..quite challenging la..v nicee...go see!! just go google and type that name in..and click on the first link..and just go play! but it'll take hrs! at least for not so smart ppl like me....and she said wanna tell me another game..called chasms or sth..haha think i better not noe la..or not i'll play non stop again...my mummy nagged at me today for playing too much! and she seldom does that actually..

went to xiaogui's hse today! actually went quite late..cos of the stupid comp game! i played in the morning again..supposed to go at 2..but in the end only went at 3..so that i could finish my 13 levels!hehe...then went there and slacked la..though supposed to do maths hw..ended up playing the piano and watching zhenqing..then went for dinner..at westmall again! haha..then smart me suggested going to the arcade! ahh sooo fun! i wanted to play the spot the difference game..and binbin laugh until so loud la!esp when we tyco..anyhow slam the screen to get the last diff..haha..but don think they liked it as much as me..but still it was fun! den bin wanted to play that ai hockey thing..so we went to play!! even funner!! damn tiring la my back..then we were making damn a lot of noise! screaming away...so embarrassing! but it was really v exciting la...then bin play until her dat handle flew off! haha

so the arcade's a really fun placee! more fun than watching movies! and cheaper too...so all of u shd go play...haha

ok la..i really really shd start on my hw...but i felt as though i haven played enough..though i really slacked a lot le..i need somebody to motivate me! and scold me for slacking..

and i was just thinking on the bus today..wad kind of clothes will i wear when i grow old?? those lao tu types or teeshirts?? or will it seem as if i'm old but trying to act hip?? haha..and will i have curly or straight hair? long or short?? most old ladies i see have short and curly hair! i think if my hair was lidat it will look like some lion's mane la!
and when will come the day when i will experience difficulty walking?? and not be able to jump and hop about like now?? so i shd stop complaining bout having to walk far distances..cos its a blessing to be able to walk! :))

just a quote..

"Guilt is perhaps the most painful companion of death"- Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

haha i was bored and went seraching for nice quotes..and found this! guess it kinda links to my previous entry..

still boreddd

haha...1st wk of hols going to be over le..but i still haven done anything constructive! apart from typing out the topics tested for common tests..haha v proud of myself oredyy! :))

been entertaining myself by playing orisinal games!! esp the catching stars one..eh i v good oredy lor..can extend my time till 100 plus secs! and i actually got into the top 10 list lor!! ahh i always thought that would nv nv nv happen to me..cos i nv ever seem to get any score near the bottom of the list's one...buttt ahhh! but still..my name was only there for at most 1 or 2 days..cos ITS GONEEEE!!!!!!!! booooooooooooooooo......but nvmmm kick my name out of the list la! humph dowan play le..no la cos its really spoiling my eyes..that day i played so much until my eyes red red one..so scary..after that gotta wear spectacles ar..so i don dare play le..though i still want to..haiya who ask me to be so good..then each game lasts so long one..haha.. *ego*...but its really v fun la..but cannot spoil my eyes..guai me..

nway physics camp was boring..*yawns*..the lectures were incomprehensible la..i just slept..or read yk's book..then 2nd day we sat behind and played cards! then this strict looking old man suddenly came somewhere near us..then we were so scared..faster use clara's doggie hide the cards..luckily nv get caught..but the lectures were really boring la..then they always drag la! maybe only the lab visits were slightly more interesting..

went out for dinner wif bin, ouou and xiaogui tonite! yayy..though kfc was freezing la..cos sat under the air con..then walked around westmall for a while..and blur me forgot to ask them to watch movie!!ahh...was planning to ask them when i was at home..and even told my parents bout it..then they came to pick me..then my mummy asked 'i tot u wanted to watch a movie?' haha..then i realized i actually forgot! haiz..but nway now movie tix so ex..esp fri summore...nvm la..can watch another day..

and good news!! im FINALLY gonna resume my piano lessons! like we just lost contact for no reason..think both of us were too lazy to contact the other..and i was oso a bit scared to add more workload to myself..but realized i actually quite slack la..45min a wk is quite little..moreover i like to play the piano too..so shd be ok la! going to start next thurs..hope it wont be awkward..cos of the unplanned suspension of lessons for so long..

but that means i'll have to take piano exam next yr! but she told me from next yr onwards they're gonna conduct the exams twice a yr..feb-mar and july-aug...so most prob i'll be going for the feb one la..but seriously dunno if i'll be prepared not..cos i haven even gotten the grade 5 book yet! but think can use dec hols to practise..sigh...

n i've always heard of ppl referring to death as a taboo topic..n i tot wad cliche stands..but after thinking bout it..i'm actually one of those ppl..i think of death sometimes..not as in me committing suicide la..but ya..but i will nv dare say it or write it out..cos it will seem as though it will have a higher possiblity of coming true..so hmmm...but it is really a scary thing..i have nv really learnt how to deal wif it..and the worst thing is when u regret..not having spent more time wif that person..not telling him or her how much u love her..not cherishing the moments u had wif that person..haiz i keep telling myself such stuff..to cherish those around me..but i nv seem to be able to put it into action! but its difficult too..how exactly are we supposed to show we cherish a person, a place or an event? for example, my house? i noe that one day i wont be living in it anymore..just like how i moved from my old hse and its no longer there anymore..and i really do miss it so much..budden, how do i make sure i cherish the moments spent in this house?? by staring at it all day and nite? by thinking how happy i am inside here? or simply jusy by being happy inside it...and the fact that i miss my old hse shows that i spent happy years inside it..so does that mean i cherished the times there?? haiz i hate changes..i hate growing up..i'd rather time be stagnant, and the world stop revolving around me..cos im happy where i am now..but i really really wanna noe how exactly we shd go about cherishing things...we keep writing it in our pri sch chi compos..but how do we put it into action? so that we wont have to regret in the future? having to regret is really a terrible feeling..cos we noe there's nothing we can do to change wad has happened..maybe we shd just tell our family members and frens that we love them everyday..i used to do that in the past..wif my mummy and daddy..like kiss them in the car on the way home and say i love u..and before i sleep too..but if we do that everyday..wont the words seem just like a meaningless chant..and lose their effect when u really really mean them...hmmmm

wad shall i do now??? so boredddddddd