still boreddd

haha...1st wk of hols going to be over le..but i still haven done anything constructive! apart from typing out the topics tested for common tests..haha v proud of myself oredyy! :))

been entertaining myself by playing orisinal games!! esp the catching stars one..eh i v good oredy lor..can extend my time till 100 plus secs! and i actually got into the top 10 list lor!! ahh i always thought that would nv nv nv happen to me..cos i nv ever seem to get any score near the bottom of the list's one...buttt ahhh! but still..my name was only there for at most 1 or 2 days..cos ITS GONEEEE!!!!!!!! booooooooooooooooo......but nvmmm kick my name out of the list la! humph dowan play le..no la cos its really spoiling my eyes..that day i played so much until my eyes red red one..so scary..after that gotta wear spectacles ar..so i don dare play le..though i still want to..haiya who ask me to be so good..then each game lasts so long one..haha.. *ego*...but its really v fun la..but cannot spoil my eyes..guai me..

nway physics camp was boring..*yawns*..the lectures were incomprehensible la..i just slept..or read yk's book..then 2nd day we sat behind and played cards! then this strict looking old man suddenly came somewhere near us..then we were so scared..faster use clara's doggie hide the cards..luckily nv get caught..but the lectures were really boring la..then they always drag la! maybe only the lab visits were slightly more interesting..

went out for dinner wif bin, ouou and xiaogui tonite! yayy..though kfc was freezing la..cos sat under the air con..then walked around westmall for a while..and blur me forgot to ask them to watch movie!!ahh...was planning to ask them when i was at home..and even told my parents bout it..then they came to pick me..then my mummy asked 'i tot u wanted to watch a movie?' haha..then i realized i actually forgot! haiz..but nway now movie tix so ex..esp fri summore...nvm la..can watch another day..

and good news!! im FINALLY gonna resume my piano lessons! like we just lost contact for no reason..think both of us were too lazy to contact the other..and i was oso a bit scared to add more workload to myself..but realized i actually quite slack la..45min a wk is quite little..moreover i like to play the piano too..so shd be ok la! going to start next thurs..hope it wont be awkward..cos of the unplanned suspension of lessons for so long..

but that means i'll have to take piano exam next yr! but she told me from next yr onwards they're gonna conduct the exams twice a yr..feb-mar and july-aug...so most prob i'll be going for the feb one la..but seriously dunno if i'll be prepared not..cos i haven even gotten the grade 5 book yet! but think can use dec hols to practise..sigh...

n i've always heard of ppl referring to death as a taboo topic..n i tot wad cliche stands..but after thinking bout it..i'm actually one of those ppl..i think of death sometimes..not as in me committing suicide la..but ya..but i will nv dare say it or write it out..cos it will seem as though it will have a higher possiblity of coming true..so hmmm...but it is really a scary thing..i have nv really learnt how to deal wif it..and the worst thing is when u regret..not having spent more time wif that person..not telling him or her how much u love her..not cherishing the moments u had wif that person..haiz i keep telling myself such stuff..to cherish those around me..but i nv seem to be able to put it into action! but its difficult too..how exactly are we supposed to show we cherish a person, a place or an event? for example, my house? i noe that one day i wont be living in it anymore..just like how i moved from my old hse and its no longer there anymore..and i really do miss it so much..budden, how do i make sure i cherish the moments spent in this house?? by staring at it all day and nite? by thinking how happy i am inside here? or simply jusy by being happy inside it...and the fact that i miss my old hse shows that i spent happy years inside it..so does that mean i cherished the times there?? haiz i hate changes..i hate growing up..i'd rather time be stagnant, and the world stop revolving around me..cos im happy where i am now..but i really really wanna noe how exactly we shd go about cherishing things...we keep writing it in our pri sch chi compos..but how do we put it into action? so that we wont have to regret in the future? having to regret is really a terrible feeling..cos we noe there's nothing we can do to change wad has happened..maybe we shd just tell our family members and frens that we love them everyday..i used to do that in the past..wif my mummy and daddy..like kiss them in the car on the way home and say i love u..and before i sleep too..but if we do that everyday..wont the words seem just like a meaningless chant..and lose their effect when u really really mean them...hmmmm

wad shall i do now??? so boredddddddd