i haven't blogged in a long time..probably cos those whom i wanna update on my life already know wad's going on in my life..and also my life's been quite normal, peaceful..nothing especially striking for me to blog about..
basically, its been a new semester in my first year of uni..been coping ok so far..was thrown into 4 classes with totally new faces around me..but luckily i've made a few friends..of which a few have exactly the same timetable as me..but im stll closest to my friends i made last sem..pris, wei, kezia..feel really secure with them..and i can be totally myself..
been quite busy with other commitments apart from sch work..abit of hall stuff but not so much anymore (jx and i were in the mascot!! haha guess wad we were!! i was a cloud and she was a shrub! oh man i dont remember doing sth lidat even back in kindergarten! and i haven performed in front of such a large audience in such a LONG time man...since...sec 2?? when we had choral night in ny and i acted as a ghostly doll who sat among the audience to increase the scare factor)..and quite a bit of cip stuff..mostly for the intellectually disabled..they're so easily contented it really makes one wonder why we try so hard to attain things that are not actually important at all..
i'm glad i still keep in touch with all my close friends..i guess as everyone moves on in life, we attach ourselves to more and more commitments..and its so difficult to fix a date when everyone is free at the same time..gatherings which used to take place once a week, once a month, are only possible once a month, once in two months now..but its ok..as long as we dont drift apart..it does take two hands to clap..so let us all make the effort to keep the friendships which mean a lot to us going..whether thru msn, email or even a simple sms..
recently i learnt something which developed mixed feelings in me..bothered that i might have been too naive? but glad in a way i know the problem didnt lie entirely with me..we all move on eventually..we no longer yearn as much for things that could have been..and we find new activities to keep ourselves busy, to infuse meaning into our lives..if, there should be a day when the rainbow really appears after the storm, we'll all realise how foolish we have been..and we'll be happy, innocently happy, like we used to be all over again :)
