hmmm find this v meaningful.....it was in one of the guides newsletters last year..haha still remember i kept reading to huiyi and kitty on e bus..haha...then make them bei the abcs of life..haha they v cute lor go play along wif me.. ;>

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,I
would tuck you in more tightly,
And pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss,
And call you back for just one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action,
And play them back throughout my days

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you,
And I hope we never will forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day.

That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much,
andYou'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,""Please forgive me,"
"thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today

~ Norma Cornett Marek ~

yay finally feel much better today..thanks so much ouou...for listening to me and being so patient wif me...u're really the best friend ive ever found.. :>

ahhh how i've become damn slack.......haven done any wk for consecutively 3 days!!!!! or izzit even more?? haiz piggy me woke up at 11 today..had breakfast..then dunno wad i did and went back to slp till 3! ahhh when i woke up went to watch some tv show quite cute one la..willow i think..then went to tok on e phone..then watched sound of music and ate dinner..and im online now! ahhhhh i really need some motivation to do work!!! okie shall try to go offline after this. ;>

nway decided not to brood so much..its not doing me any good..so i shall try to be a happy girl! just like before..since youth comes only once i shall cherish it and be happy...

sigh went for class cip yesterday..went to visit an old folk's home..then i was thinking what i would be like when i grow old...dunno wad kind of illnesses i'll suffer from too..i wanna be young forever!!!!! but im already 16..which is old..compared to when i was only 7 or 8 or 9 or 10....so very soon i'll be 20 plus..which is still considered young i think..then 30 plus..then 40 plus..by then i'll have white hair and all..hmm then 50 plus..going to retire liao.........by 60 plus i'd have retired..ahh wad kind of old lady would i be?? would i have lived till then??

like i may be sitting in front of my computer typing now..but this moment will just be over after ive finished typing..ahh i oso dunno how to say..but i think im really happy to be this young la..life seems the easiest now..problems are not really problems too..but v soon i'll not be this young too! sigh..

sorry xiaogui was i v mean??? i wasnt in a good mood ytd la....so din tok much to u....must meet up some other day k???? :>

nway its just very amazing how people can affect one another's feelings. we each have our own brain, thoughts, feelings, and we can use them to interact wif others and affect theirs too..hmmm sometimes we just pass comments we feel are totally senseless and redundant, yet they may affect someone else v much.....haiya dowan to think oredy la.....

so happy that im not sad now

what am i troubled about?

haiz..i just feel depressed..i dunno why too..it seems that i have no troubles or difficulties, but yet i feel helpless and lost..i dunno why..sobb..

everything seems to have changed...yet i cant point out exactly what the changes are too..im just not happy now...but not unhappy too..or am i?? :(

sigh..5 classmates leaving..took so long for me to finally get used to rj and my class and now like that..but what can i do???

its so easy to be in a bad mood nowadays
i miss everything

but thanks for those who care.......muacks

another sad day......nothing sad happened..but i cant help but think how monotonous my life is..or is that something i shd be thankful for???

glad i cried it out today..dunno why too..guess ive been bottling up everything for so long...but haiz who cares..that's the way i am...so i have my diary! haha then what's this blog for?? bet i'll just abandon it some day..

feel so guilty..ponned 02 halfway..my first time ponning sch leh! really felt damn bu4 an1 la..haiz...but in end slacked the whole day again..haha somebody give me some motivation to sudy!!!!!!! ahhhhhh ive become damn slack..dunno why oso...but e whole morning in sch was damn sian la..making me feel even more horrible..actually don really see e need of the whole og playing games just to welcome like 1 newcomer..supposed to have 3..one dunno where..another dowan join..in e end only left one..even that newcomer felt that e games were redundant...just talk to her can oredy wad..think its enough to welcome her into rj..haha

shit la...the more i think of hc the more i think its a nicer place...i should really stop thinking

thanks yukit!!!!!!

haha my first entry! wa i feel so blessed..got nice yukit to help me create this blog..haha cos comp illiterate me noes nothing bout html though ny taught b4 during com lessons..booo!!!! haha
thanksss dear!!!!!!! *muacks*

v luan now...dunno if im happy or sad..maybe i ponder too much bout inconsequential stuff..sigh
do people forget their old friends or are they just not interested in talking to them anymore? then why do we even make friends in e first place? haiz superficial people..

i've never really really considered changing to hc before..didnt dare to..but given a choice, maybe i'd like to start all over again..perhaps im so used to being happy so easily i feel sad when im not so happy..guess im an easily affected person..and there are just things u cant bring urself to tell anyone, even ur closest friends..sigh..

but i should be thankful la..my life has been v smoothgoing for me..nothing big to worry about..when will all these end? i know i'll miss being the me i am now..so i shd cherish my youth and stop being sad bout stuff. im happy i found wonderful friends in my class..yukit and yunhua! simple and sweet..hehe..

today ouou and bin came over...felt so nice..guess that's what made me feel much better and happier..

why have so many things changed?? i dont like changes...booo

but nvmm i shall be a happy girl and be happy always :)

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