Saturday 26 March 2005

yay finally feel much better today..thanks so much ouou...for listening to me and being so patient wif me...u're really the best friend ive ever found.. :>

ahhh how i've become damn slack.......haven done any wk for consecutively 3 days!!!!! or izzit even more?? haiz piggy me woke up at 11 today..had breakfast..then dunno wad i did and went back to slp till 3! ahhh when i woke up went to watch some tv show quite cute one la..willow i think..then went to tok on e phone..then watched sound of music and ate dinner..and im online now! ahhhhh i really need some motivation to do work!!! okie shall try to go offline after this. ;>

nway decided not to brood so much..its not doing me any good..so i shall try to be a happy girl! just like before..since youth comes only once i shall cherish it and be happy...

sigh went for class cip yesterday..went to visit an old folk's home..then i was thinking what i would be like when i grow old...dunno wad kind of illnesses i'll suffer from too..i wanna be young forever!!!!! but im already 16..which is old..compared to when i was only 7 or 8 or 9 or 10....so very soon i'll be 20 plus..which is still considered young i think..then 30 plus..then 40 plus..by then i'll have white hair and all..hmm then 50 plus..going to retire liao.........by 60 plus i'd have retired..ahh wad kind of old lady would i be?? would i have lived till then??

like i may be sitting in front of my computer typing now..but this moment will just be over after ive finished typing..ahh i oso dunno how to say..but i think im really happy to be this young la..life seems the easiest now..problems are not really problems too..but v soon i'll not be this young too! sigh..

sorry xiaogui was i v mean??? i wasnt in a good mood ytd la....so din tok much to u....must meet up some other day k???? :>

nway its just very amazing how people can affect one another's feelings. we each have our own brain, thoughts, feelings, and we can use them to interact wif others and affect theirs too..hmmm sometimes we just pass comments we feel are totally senseless and redundant, yet they may affect someone else v much.....haiya dowan to think oredy la.....

so happy that im not sad now

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