haha i feel so stupid ouou just told me how i can still set the time of my entries!
stayover was nice! 4 of us squeezed onto one queensized bed..we were lying like logs la! not much space to move about..haha but v cosy! talked a lot..and we played daidee too! and xiaogui and ouou were so blur about the game as usual..haha but im very pro rite! :p hahahahah
why am i always feeling so sleepy nowadays?? sighh
and vincent just reminded me i have 10 days left only! arghhh and i hardly touched my holiday homework! shit la..i dunno why i keep having the impression i have a lot of time left..
and yukit and i made a pact to be muggers next yr! :D
hmm im lazy to continue..shall write in my diary instead.
Thursday 22 December 2005
Monday 19 December 2005
my productive day!
haha realized my 5 random things arent that random after all..cos ouou said she knew all of them already! haiss don care la..
nway the time function here is spoilt! i cant set the time at which i wrote this to be the correct time..haha but oso don care la...
went to JE lib wif bin today..soo nice! its a nice place there..there were no free tables left so we just used one of those comfy black leather seats as a table and we sat on the floor haha...and i started eating my hello panda (again!) haha..right in front of the librarian! but of cos skilful me din get caught..yayy was quite productive today..ok actually not really..but much better as compared to the many days when i just slacked away and did NOTHING..haha..but we ended up toking a lot! but of cos it was nice toking to bin again..hehe
and bin's so funny la! cos as we were walking to the bus stop, i saw that my 178 opposite had just came! so i told bin that im gonna take 15 min to walk across the bridge such that my bus will arrive when i finally reach the bus stop..hahaa and dunno why (as usual) she was so tickled! haha and u noe wad she suggested! she asked me to take 3 steps backwards wif every step forward! hahahahha then i said lidat walk by the end of 15 min i'll end up at the jec toilet..haha and she din understand! she still said that eventually i'll end up at the bus stop! hahahah n later i was demonstrating her 3 steps backward thing to show her what it meant..and she was damn amused again...bin's so easily amused!! hahaha :p
and i waited damn long for my bus! argh
yayy so happy gonna stayover at ouou's hse tmr! haha im CAMP COMMANDANT!! :P haha ok im being lame..but all of u better obey me!
and kwa's in bangkok rite? enjoy urself! :)
and to lowly, im not sure if u read my blog too..but i oso wanna thank u for ALWAYS being so sweet and concerned..never failing to check on me whenever my msn nick sounds sad or worrying..haha..thanks a lot dearr! i really appreciate it! and how u bother to type loads of stuff on msn though its very tedious just to share bout what's happening in ur life wif me! i know many other ppl will not really bother to..cos like they may not see the point after not having kept in touch for so long..yaa i miss nygg a lot too!! much much more than i ever expected myself to..haiss..really learnt a lot from it..and I MISS YOU TOO!! :) must must meet up soon k! hope its not just something we always say but never get down to doing..hmmm
nway the time function here is spoilt! i cant set the time at which i wrote this to be the correct time..haha but oso don care la...
went to JE lib wif bin today..soo nice! its a nice place there..there were no free tables left so we just used one of those comfy black leather seats as a table and we sat on the floor haha...and i started eating my hello panda (again!) haha..right in front of the librarian! but of cos skilful me din get caught..yayy was quite productive today..ok actually not really..but much better as compared to the many days when i just slacked away and did NOTHING..haha..but we ended up toking a lot! but of cos it was nice toking to bin again..hehe
and bin's so funny la! cos as we were walking to the bus stop, i saw that my 178 opposite had just came! so i told bin that im gonna take 15 min to walk across the bridge such that my bus will arrive when i finally reach the bus stop..hahaa and dunno why (as usual) she was so tickled! haha and u noe wad she suggested! she asked me to take 3 steps backwards wif every step forward! hahahahha then i said lidat walk by the end of 15 min i'll end up at the jec toilet..haha and she din understand! she still said that eventually i'll end up at the bus stop! hahahah n later i was demonstrating her 3 steps backward thing to show her what it meant..and she was damn amused again...bin's so easily amused!! hahaha :p
and i waited damn long for my bus! argh
yayy so happy gonna stayover at ouou's hse tmr! haha im CAMP COMMANDANT!! :P haha ok im being lame..but all of u better obey me!
and kwa's in bangkok rite? enjoy urself! :)
and to lowly, im not sure if u read my blog too..but i oso wanna thank u for ALWAYS being so sweet and concerned..never failing to check on me whenever my msn nick sounds sad or worrying..haha..thanks a lot dearr! i really appreciate it! and how u bother to type loads of stuff on msn though its very tedious just to share bout what's happening in ur life wif me! i know many other ppl will not really bother to..cos like they may not see the point after not having kept in touch for so long..yaa i miss nygg a lot too!! much much more than i ever expected myself to..haiss..really learnt a lot from it..and I MISS YOU TOO!! :) must must meet up soon k! hope its not just something we always say but never get down to doing..hmmm
Sunday 18 December 2005
5 random things
Rules of the Game
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this and leave a comment 'you are tagged' on their tagboard and tell them to read your blog.
haha binbin tagged me! im so bored that i decided to do this in the end..
ok 5 random things..
1. im kinda awed by nature..especially when im able to see beautiful scenery or just wake up to a sunny morning/afternoon..when i draw the blinds and see that its all sunny outside i'll tend to take more glances at the grass and trees which look yellow under the sun..and the bright white light reflecting off the white walls of humepark 1..even at the sky..when i see fluffy white clouds i'll just look away and then make myself look back at the clouds to refeel that moment when i first saw the clouds..haha ok sounds stupid i noe..and i enjoy going to stock x-change and just downloading nice scenery photos!
2. (ok im seriousy having trouble thinking of the 2nd one) oh! i usually don smile with my mouth open for 3 reasons! 1stly, before i put braces, i had bugs bunny teeth! after i put braces, my teeth would look dirty from far if i smiled with my mouth open..3rdly i think i just look weird and fat if i smile with my mouth open..haha yupp
3. im quite a stoner person..unlike many people my age now who are always filled with activities and every minute must be spent doing sth, i really don mind just sitting or lying down and not do anything..but stone or ponder la..its quite like wasting my life away cos im just wasting time..but sumhow i guess my lazy nature just lets me get on with stoning without feeling guilty..its the most relaxing and unstressed thing to do really!
4. i rather take the bus alone, especially when the journey is long..i find it tiring trying to maintain a conversation with someone im not close too..if the person beside me is close to me, all the more i wont have to talk..yupp i rather just remain silent and stone, listen to music or look out of the window..
5. im quite stingy with my money! i dunno why too..since young..maybe cos my parents don really give me fixed weekly allowances or sth..but they just give me money whenever i use up those in my wallet..so i feel obliged not to make use of this privilege and anyhow spend..yupp then my relatives and family frens used to call me kiam ku last time! ahh..haha..but i guess im much better now oredy..
ok..ehh since ouou and bin have done, i shall get yunhua, yk, zhixian, the person whose blog is private (you noe who u are! :p haha) and shifu! haha i don read many of my frens' blogs actually..
okie byebye!
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this and leave a comment 'you are tagged' on their tagboard and tell them to read your blog.
haha binbin tagged me! im so bored that i decided to do this in the end..
ok 5 random things..
1. im kinda awed by nature..especially when im able to see beautiful scenery or just wake up to a sunny morning/afternoon..when i draw the blinds and see that its all sunny outside i'll tend to take more glances at the grass and trees which look yellow under the sun..and the bright white light reflecting off the white walls of humepark 1..even at the sky..when i see fluffy white clouds i'll just look away and then make myself look back at the clouds to refeel that moment when i first saw the clouds..haha ok sounds stupid i noe..and i enjoy going to stock x-change and just downloading nice scenery photos!
2. (ok im seriousy having trouble thinking of the 2nd one) oh! i usually don smile with my mouth open for 3 reasons! 1stly, before i put braces, i had bugs bunny teeth! after i put braces, my teeth would look dirty from far if i smiled with my mouth open..3rdly i think i just look weird and fat if i smile with my mouth open..haha yupp
3. im quite a stoner person..unlike many people my age now who are always filled with activities and every minute must be spent doing sth, i really don mind just sitting or lying down and not do anything..but stone or ponder la..its quite like wasting my life away cos im just wasting time..but sumhow i guess my lazy nature just lets me get on with stoning without feeling guilty..its the most relaxing and unstressed thing to do really!
4. i rather take the bus alone, especially when the journey is long..i find it tiring trying to maintain a conversation with someone im not close too..if the person beside me is close to me, all the more i wont have to talk..yupp i rather just remain silent and stone, listen to music or look out of the window..
5. im quite stingy with my money! i dunno why too..since young..maybe cos my parents don really give me fixed weekly allowances or sth..but they just give me money whenever i use up those in my wallet..so i feel obliged not to make use of this privilege and anyhow spend..yupp then my relatives and family frens used to call me kiam ku last time! ahh..haha..but i guess im much better now oredy..
ok..ehh since ouou and bin have done, i shall get yunhua, yk, zhixian, the person whose blog is private (you noe who u are! :p haha) and shifu! haha i don read many of my frens' blogs actually..
okie byebye!
Friday 16 December 2005
the weirdest dream ever
omgomg i dunno wad's wrong with me..i usually have dreams every night but this time i've had dreams close to nightmares 3 days in a row already! and its strange how firstly i can recall the dreams and secondly i can link each funny thing that appeared in the dreams to passing objects or thoughts i had during the day..even the most random stuff!
and its really scary how i thought i had woken up..and even told my parents about the scary dream..and later (truly) woke up again to realise i had only told them about my dream IN MY DREAM! and it sounds funny, but if im urgent to pee or sth in real life, i'll naturally feel damn urgent in my dream..and then i'll frantically keep using the toilet in the dream, but still feel urgent even after i've just peed! its quite a xing ku feeling actually...then i dreamt i woke up, was thankful it was all a dream, found myself on my bed and went to the toilet..in the toilet, i tried to pee though it felt a little constrained..but i convinced myself i had really woken up (unlike previous instances where i had woken up only in my dream) by pressing my toes against the floor..and later i woke up i realised AGAIN I WAS STILL IN THE DREAM! arghhh
ok back to my scary dreams..i'll just recount last nite's one..i dreamt it was the end of the world..and what really freaked me out was that everyone was mentioning the word apocalypse in the dream/nightmare..and when i really woke up i checked the dictionary and realised it really meant the end of the world! i never thought i knew this word in real life..but the fact that it could appear in my dream, though it was told to me by others in the dream, means that i actually knew the word! its like somebody putting this word into my head through the dream..i dunno how to explain..it's just really weird how the word appeared for the first time in my head out of nowhere, and its definition i got during the dream was totally accurate! bleahh
ya so it was quite scary..sumhow it was during the odac expedition, but in some setting i've never seen before..and its supposed to be malaysia..like the party hall in kampung kiau combined with some expo? i dunno! suddenly, the ceiling started cracking and falling in parts.. i tried to run out of the building but lightning was striking every part of the ground..haha damn movie-like i know..so i told shuting who was with me that we should hide under the tables or sth..haha! like what we're supposed to do during a war attack..then later sumhow the weather or wadeva calmed down..but we knew we could do nothing about the end of the world..and i was suggesting to shuting REALLY SERIOUSLY in the dream that we should go climb some high building to jump down..the easiest way to die..rather than live in extreme fear for the next few days and wait for the world to really end..and i was really hoping she'd approve of my suggestion..ok when i look back now it seems really funny..but not at all in that scary dream! then i woke up (in the dream argh) and was really relieved it was all a dream..when i received this sms from dawn er! kinda random..that things were better on her side (she's in australia)..though her area was a little flooded..but things were sth like that singapore..singapore was supposed to be not very affected by the phenomenon..haha! i dunno why too..then i was really confused..was it a dream or not?!? cos even dawn could sms me about it! then i sumhow was in her house..like next scene or sth..and her place was only slightly flooded..bleahh i dunno..its like some exciting movie la! can go win some award oredy..hahaaaa
hmmm and laddie was still around in the dream..sumhow in the dream i knew he was supposed to have gone away..but the doctors managed to prolong his life or sth..and i made sure i spent every moment i could with him in the dream..haiss i really miss you laddieboy..
and i slacked the entire day away..really din do any work at all! one of the most piggish days..and again, when i slept, i dreamt that i recounted my scary dream to binbin..and i woke up later to realise its all a dream again!
argh..i think my ability to consciously get out of my dreams is getting from bad to worse! once i feel that the scenario im in is a little surreal, i will try very hard to open my eyes and check if its a dream..and i think i've done it too often..then the dreams (like bacteria) gained resistance or sth..so now when i try to wake up..and think that i've really woken up, i have only done so in the dream..its quite scary..if i keep on waking up in the dream but am never really able to get out of it..like some maze..so now i get really confused as to whether i've really woken up..cos my dreams have cheated my too many times! i may even still be in a dream as i'm typing this now..
haha ok this is one of the longest entries i've ever written..but i really feel damn strongly bout last nite's nightmare! warghhh
and its really scary how i thought i had woken up..and even told my parents about the scary dream..and later (truly) woke up again to realise i had only told them about my dream IN MY DREAM! and it sounds funny, but if im urgent to pee or sth in real life, i'll naturally feel damn urgent in my dream..and then i'll frantically keep using the toilet in the dream, but still feel urgent even after i've just peed! its quite a xing ku feeling actually...then i dreamt i woke up, was thankful it was all a dream, found myself on my bed and went to the toilet..in the toilet, i tried to pee though it felt a little constrained..but i convinced myself i had really woken up (unlike previous instances where i had woken up only in my dream) by pressing my toes against the floor..and later i woke up i realised AGAIN I WAS STILL IN THE DREAM! arghhh
ok back to my scary dreams..i'll just recount last nite's one..i dreamt it was the end of the world..and what really freaked me out was that everyone was mentioning the word apocalypse in the dream/nightmare..and when i really woke up i checked the dictionary and realised it really meant the end of the world! i never thought i knew this word in real life..but the fact that it could appear in my dream, though it was told to me by others in the dream, means that i actually knew the word! its like somebody putting this word into my head through the dream..i dunno how to explain..it's just really weird how the word appeared for the first time in my head out of nowhere, and its definition i got during the dream was totally accurate! bleahh
ya so it was quite scary..sumhow it was during the odac expedition, but in some setting i've never seen before..and its supposed to be malaysia..like the party hall in kampung kiau combined with some expo? i dunno! suddenly, the ceiling started cracking and falling in parts.. i tried to run out of the building but lightning was striking every part of the ground..haha damn movie-like i know..so i told shuting who was with me that we should hide under the tables or sth..haha! like what we're supposed to do during a war attack..then later sumhow the weather or wadeva calmed down..but we knew we could do nothing about the end of the world..and i was suggesting to shuting REALLY SERIOUSLY in the dream that we should go climb some high building to jump down..the easiest way to die..rather than live in extreme fear for the next few days and wait for the world to really end..and i was really hoping she'd approve of my suggestion..ok when i look back now it seems really funny..but not at all in that scary dream! then i woke up (in the dream argh) and was really relieved it was all a dream..when i received this sms from dawn er! kinda random..that things were better on her side (she's in australia)..though her area was a little flooded..but things were sth like that singapore..singapore was supposed to be not very affected by the phenomenon..haha! i dunno why too..then i was really confused..was it a dream or not?!? cos even dawn could sms me about it! then i sumhow was in her house..like next scene or sth..and her place was only slightly flooded..bleahh i dunno..its like some exciting movie la! can go win some award oredy..hahaaaa
hmmm and laddie was still around in the dream..sumhow in the dream i knew he was supposed to have gone away..but the doctors managed to prolong his life or sth..and i made sure i spent every moment i could with him in the dream..haiss i really miss you laddieboy..
and i slacked the entire day away..really din do any work at all! one of the most piggish days..and again, when i slept, i dreamt that i recounted my scary dream to binbin..and i woke up later to realise its all a dream again!
argh..i think my ability to consciously get out of my dreams is getting from bad to worse! once i feel that the scenario im in is a little surreal, i will try very hard to open my eyes and check if its a dream..and i think i've done it too often..then the dreams (like bacteria) gained resistance or sth..so now when i try to wake up..and think that i've really woken up, i have only done so in the dream..its quite scary..if i keep on waking up in the dream but am never really able to get out of it..like some maze..so now i get really confused as to whether i've really woken up..cos my dreams have cheated my too many times! i may even still be in a dream as i'm typing this now..
haha ok this is one of the longest entries i've ever written..but i really feel damn strongly bout last nite's nightmare! warghhh
Thursday 15 December 2005
such a nice time together..
haha obviously that was NOT written by me..
and omg ouou and bin came over for like 3 days in a row la! like some routin lidat..but they came to keep me company..so nice..love ya!!
sorry bin din go swimming with u..was lazy and stressed then..hahaa sounds weird the two adjectives don go together..but its true! nway hope u had a great time swimming! then go eat macs after that summore cos she claimed she exercised a lot oredy..haha! and STOP GOING ON A DIET LA! for who ar!
had a really nice chat wif my binbin last nite..kinda the first time i really stayed up..k not very late actually..but ya..to talk heart-to-heart at a sleepover..cant stand how i feel so comfortable wif ya! really just being myself..not caring that i will tarnish my image or wadsoeva..cos u have already seen all my flaws..but still are my fren! like being lazy and making u go down instead of the host (me) to pick ouou and making you pour your own water and i dunno la! sorry for being so lazy all the time..i will try to improve k!
yay gonna have slpover at ouou's hse next mon! first time! actually in my life i have only stayed over in 3 ppl's hse before..kwa, liow and yk! hahaa ouou will be the fourth! so exciting..then all of us shall play thru the nite! and ouou can play ur newly learnt daidee! hahahaha
and to yunhua..jiayou for ur research! then we can all cycle together next wk..
nway binbin and i were just talking last nite..then we touched on whether we feared death..i was thinking as i grow older, would death become a more imminent event i foresee in my future? would i fear living even more? cos each day draws me closer to my death..but in that way maybe this fear might make me cherish what i have even more..budden perhaps after im older, like bin's mom, i might not fear death that much anymore..cos i'd have felt i've done much in life already..and especially after i have set up my own family and stuff, my greatest aim in life then would be to bring up my children..and i'll be living for them rather than myself..then perhaps i wont have anything much that i really can afford to do or look forward to..so death may not be so scary after all...but i dunno! and hais actually there's no point thinking so much..cos whatever will be will be..
and i lovvee looking for photos at stock xchange! they have realllyy nice photos and its damn addictive to download all the nice scenery photos..i have like around 30 in my comp oredy..hahaa and its v time consuming oso la! but i think photos have this natural ability to transport you psychologically into that place and time and moment..and feel the tranquility and atmosphere present in that scene..and its really thought- and emotion-provoking..trust me..haha!
ok la..think this entry is long and rambly shall stop here and stop slacking! ahh!
and omg ouou and bin came over for like 3 days in a row la! like some routin lidat..but they came to keep me company..so nice..love ya!!
sorry bin din go swimming with u..was lazy and stressed then..hahaa sounds weird the two adjectives don go together..but its true! nway hope u had a great time swimming! then go eat macs after that summore cos she claimed she exercised a lot oredy..haha! and STOP GOING ON A DIET LA! for who ar!
had a really nice chat wif my binbin last nite..kinda the first time i really stayed up..k not very late actually..but ya..to talk heart-to-heart at a sleepover..cant stand how i feel so comfortable wif ya! really just being myself..not caring that i will tarnish my image or wadsoeva..cos u have already seen all my flaws..but still are my fren! like being lazy and making u go down instead of the host (me) to pick ouou and making you pour your own water and i dunno la! sorry for being so lazy all the time..i will try to improve k!
yay gonna have slpover at ouou's hse next mon! first time! actually in my life i have only stayed over in 3 ppl's hse before..kwa, liow and yk! hahaa ouou will be the fourth! so exciting..then all of us shall play thru the nite! and ouou can play ur newly learnt daidee! hahahaha
and to yunhua..jiayou for ur research! then we can all cycle together next wk..
nway binbin and i were just talking last nite..then we touched on whether we feared death..i was thinking as i grow older, would death become a more imminent event i foresee in my future? would i fear living even more? cos each day draws me closer to my death..but in that way maybe this fear might make me cherish what i have even more..budden perhaps after im older, like bin's mom, i might not fear death that much anymore..cos i'd have felt i've done much in life already..and especially after i have set up my own family and stuff, my greatest aim in life then would be to bring up my children..and i'll be living for them rather than myself..then perhaps i wont have anything much that i really can afford to do or look forward to..so death may not be so scary after all...but i dunno! and hais actually there's no point thinking so much..cos whatever will be will be..
and i lovvee looking for photos at stock xchange! they have realllyy nice photos and its damn addictive to download all the nice scenery photos..i have like around 30 in my comp oredy..hahaa and its v time consuming oso la! but i think photos have this natural ability to transport you psychologically into that place and time and moment..and feel the tranquility and atmosphere present in that scene..and its really thought- and emotion-provoking..trust me..haha!
ok la..think this entry is long and rambly shall stop here and stop slacking! ahh!
Thursday 8 December 2005
haizz i'm boredd! i got things to do but i just don feel like doing anything! i don mind sleeping..but my conscience will just bug me..cos i've been slacking too much oredy..keep telling myself to do my hw..but just cant bring myself to..bleahh
ouou and bin came over ytd..din do much though..i was asleep for half the time..haha paiseh! dunno why i so sleepy leh..sigh..oh and i went swimming wif bin! haven stepped into the pool for ages la..haha..actually i just sat there and stoned la..din really swim..not like hardworking and suddenly weight-conscious bin rite! for who ar! :p
and poor ouou gotta sit there and watch us swim and take care of our stuff..cos she don dare swim! haha..and so funny la..she was trying to PEEP at us bathing! (pervert!) then she was standing on the bench in the toilet waving frantically when this woman walked in from behind..HAHAHA she must have thought ouou was mad or sth la! hahahaha LOSER!
went to aunty pat's hse for steamboat ytd..cos it was her bdae..so nice! i sumhow just enjoy spending time wif my family..i really can just be myself totally..they watched me grow up..they noe how im like..there's no need to do things just to fit the occasion and stuff..they had durian cake for the bdae cake though! i tried a bit..but couldnt stand the strong smell in my mouth..so went home to eat another piece of mango cake instead..haha i strongly recommend to all of u! its really really nice and fragrant! one cake for $20..quite average la the price..but the cake is really good!
still in a funny mood now..been away from home for 12 days..not sure wad i shd be doing now..(hw i noe..buttt) but im glad i don regret going for the expedition at all! even though i thought i might feel quite left out and all cos ouou wasnt going..im really glad i got to noe other ppl better instead..daffy, wanying, jaNASTY and all..cynthia they all..they're all really nice ppl! i guess i kinda distanced myself from them initially..but i realized u just have to open urself up to others if u expect them to do the same for you..should just put down my pride..
nwayyy, i'll be going to cameron highlands tmr! haha my first time! quite excited..though going back to msia again..supposed to be a condo trip..but guess half the people going are all my family members and family frens..really looking forward to tmr..din think i'll be so excited though..but again it really feels good to spend time wif your family..especially when they're all nice and funky people! yayy
since i wont be around on the 10th of December, i wanna wish ouou
A VERY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!! must remember to smile always k! :D
ouou and bin came over ytd..din do much though..i was asleep for half the time..haha paiseh! dunno why i so sleepy leh..sigh..oh and i went swimming wif bin! haven stepped into the pool for ages la..haha..actually i just sat there and stoned la..din really swim..not like hardworking and suddenly weight-conscious bin rite! for who ar! :p
and poor ouou gotta sit there and watch us swim and take care of our stuff..cos she don dare swim! haha..and so funny la..she was trying to PEEP at us bathing! (pervert!) then she was standing on the bench in the toilet waving frantically when this woman walked in from behind..HAHAHA she must have thought ouou was mad or sth la! hahahaha LOSER!
went to aunty pat's hse for steamboat ytd..cos it was her bdae..so nice! i sumhow just enjoy spending time wif my family..i really can just be myself totally..they watched me grow up..they noe how im like..there's no need to do things just to fit the occasion and stuff..they had durian cake for the bdae cake though! i tried a bit..but couldnt stand the strong smell in my mouth..so went home to eat another piece of mango cake instead..haha i strongly recommend to all of u! its really really nice and fragrant! one cake for $20..quite average la the price..but the cake is really good!
still in a funny mood now..been away from home for 12 days..not sure wad i shd be doing now..(hw i noe..buttt) but im glad i don regret going for the expedition at all! even though i thought i might feel quite left out and all cos ouou wasnt going..im really glad i got to noe other ppl better instead..daffy, wanying, jaNASTY and all..cynthia they all..they're all really nice ppl! i guess i kinda distanced myself from them initially..but i realized u just have to open urself up to others if u expect them to do the same for you..should just put down my pride..
nwayyy, i'll be going to cameron highlands tmr! haha my first time! quite excited..though going back to msia again..supposed to be a condo trip..but guess half the people going are all my family members and family frens..really looking forward to tmr..din think i'll be so excited though..but again it really feels good to spend time wif your family..especially when they're all nice and funky people! yayy
since i wont be around on the 10th of December, i wanna wish ouou
A VERY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!! must remember to smile always k! :D
Tuesday 6 December 2005
back from sabah!
haha i really think im becoming a real pig..my parents fetched me home at around 715 from sch today..i came home..unpacked a bit..and slept from 8 to 6 plus! omgg..and its not as if i din slp in sch or sth..quite cool..we all slept in the weights room! got air con..but i slept under the aircon without a sleeping bag and i woke up in the morning freezing! so i went to sit in the toilet at around 6 to stone for like 20 min..to get out of the freezing room..and went back in and changed my sleeping location..hahaa
odac expedition was fun on the whole! not as tough as i expected it to be..it was actually quite relaxed..the only physically demanding parts was the climb up kinabalu..which i felt was less tiring than ophir..maybe cos my group's pace was really damn slack..haha everywhere oso rest one..but lidat then good! not stressful at all..
cip days were nice..really really exposed me to village life..though we had good food and all..and i really couldnt take bathing in icy cold water! it took me lotsa courage to pour the water down my back la! ahhh can still remember the shudders it gave me haha...
we had reflections sessions every night..it was really nice to hear other people's opinions on everything..but i guess the crux of all the discussions was how much we learnt..and oso the large difference between the villagers way of live and our way of life..guess many people were thinking whether its better to lead a simple life like the villagers or a more fastpaced and comfortable life like in singapore..i guess for myself im not sure oso..but i noe for sure i'll be much closer to my family members if i were to grow up in the village..the children run around and play with one another..oblivious to all the danger of the slopes and everything..and everyone seems to noe everyone..and the absence of material distractions like the computer and stuff does give more time to the villagers to spend with their family members..and focus on the more simple essentials of life..and the mountain view is really fantastic..really makes one wanna ponder bout life and everything la..aiya actually there's lotsa stuff i wanna share! but too much to blog i guess..maybe shall write in my diary! haha
we helped to paint the ceiling and planks for the nursery..and the party was really memorable..there was this sudden blackout and some kids broke out wailing! but then we played in the dark and all..really quite memorable la...
mount kinabalu was nice! pity we din catch the sunset on the summit itself..but dunno how much better it would have been anyway..but the view was still nice anyway..so im contented oredy! and the weather was great..so im all the more contented! sunny and bright! so nice and happy rite..
the last few days were really like a holiday! shared a two-bed room wif shuting..got air con summore leh! feel quite bad..cos i always slp till very late..then think she wanted to do other more meaningful stuff than wait for me to wake up..haha went white water rafting! damn damn fun..though i wished the river was a bit more exciting..haha..then had free and easy on the last day..went shopping around the area..bought stuff for ouou, bin, xiaogui, kwa, liow, yk, yunhua and zhixian too! though they're really really small..hope u all wont mind! :) then they (charlene, ngoh, limin, jason, hulin) were walking round the handicraft shop which had totally exorbitant prices la! i got bored..so went outside to sit..and shuting joined me..so we both just sat at the jetty facing the sea and stoned..very nice and relaxing..
ok la quite lazy to write everything down..but enjoyed the trip on the whole..quite surprised i actually din really wanna come back..maybe cos it really felt like a holiday..and who wants vacations to end??
felt strange looking at the computer screen too..been away from all these material comfort that i kinda got used to such a life..wonder if i'll be able to survive forever in a village like kampung kiau...
i missed all of u guys!!! thanks to ouou, yk and yunhua for smsing during the trip!
HAPPY BELATED BIRHTDAY YUNHUA!! AND TO VIPUL TOO! (WHO REMINDED AND FORCED ME TO WISH HIM ON MSN) haha
okie byebye! hope all of u have been enjoying ur hols so far..
odac expedition was fun on the whole! not as tough as i expected it to be..it was actually quite relaxed..the only physically demanding parts was the climb up kinabalu..which i felt was less tiring than ophir..maybe cos my group's pace was really damn slack..haha everywhere oso rest one..but lidat then good! not stressful at all..
cip days were nice..really really exposed me to village life..though we had good food and all..and i really couldnt take bathing in icy cold water! it took me lotsa courage to pour the water down my back la! ahhh can still remember the shudders it gave me haha...
we had reflections sessions every night..it was really nice to hear other people's opinions on everything..but i guess the crux of all the discussions was how much we learnt..and oso the large difference between the villagers way of live and our way of life..guess many people were thinking whether its better to lead a simple life like the villagers or a more fastpaced and comfortable life like in singapore..i guess for myself im not sure oso..but i noe for sure i'll be much closer to my family members if i were to grow up in the village..the children run around and play with one another..oblivious to all the danger of the slopes and everything..and everyone seems to noe everyone..and the absence of material distractions like the computer and stuff does give more time to the villagers to spend with their family members..and focus on the more simple essentials of life..and the mountain view is really fantastic..really makes one wanna ponder bout life and everything la..aiya actually there's lotsa stuff i wanna share! but too much to blog i guess..maybe shall write in my diary! haha
we helped to paint the ceiling and planks for the nursery..and the party was really memorable..there was this sudden blackout and some kids broke out wailing! but then we played in the dark and all..really quite memorable la...
mount kinabalu was nice! pity we din catch the sunset on the summit itself..but dunno how much better it would have been anyway..but the view was still nice anyway..so im contented oredy! and the weather was great..so im all the more contented! sunny and bright! so nice and happy rite..
the last few days were really like a holiday! shared a two-bed room wif shuting..got air con summore leh! feel quite bad..cos i always slp till very late..then think she wanted to do other more meaningful stuff than wait for me to wake up..haha went white water rafting! damn damn fun..though i wished the river was a bit more exciting..haha..then had free and easy on the last day..went shopping around the area..bought stuff for ouou, bin, xiaogui, kwa, liow, yk, yunhua and zhixian too! though they're really really small..hope u all wont mind! :) then they (charlene, ngoh, limin, jason, hulin) were walking round the handicraft shop which had totally exorbitant prices la! i got bored..so went outside to sit..and shuting joined me..so we both just sat at the jetty facing the sea and stoned..very nice and relaxing..
ok la quite lazy to write everything down..but enjoyed the trip on the whole..quite surprised i actually din really wanna come back..maybe cos it really felt like a holiday..and who wants vacations to end??
felt strange looking at the computer screen too..been away from all these material comfort that i kinda got used to such a life..wonder if i'll be able to survive forever in a village like kampung kiau...
i missed all of u guys!!! thanks to ouou, yk and yunhua for smsing during the trip!
HAPPY BELATED BIRHTDAY YUNHUA!! AND TO VIPUL TOO! (WHO REMINDED AND FORCED ME TO WISH HIM ON MSN) haha
okie byebye! hope all of u have been enjoying ur hols so far..
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)