haha shit i think ppl have started packing their bags for the expedition oredy..

i was planning only to do it on wed itself! most prob at night summore! issit a little too last minute? haha

i haven really looked at the packlist too! diediedie..

but i'm too lazy to pack so early la! someone help me!!!!!!

haha feeling bored! :p

haha got these from yunhua's blog which she got from yukit's blog...was feeling too free..kimberly's at my hse now! she just bathed and she's watching some michael jackson show on channel 5 now..randomly switched on la..shall go join her after posting!

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

oh yucks so untrue! im not girly at all la! seriously..

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

haha i sound so dangerous now..

Your Personality Profile

You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth. While you may not be a total hippie... You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around. You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure. However, you do put some thought behind all your actions. Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

haha!!! quite true maybe..think i do offend ppl unknowingly..cos im a little too straightforward i guess..

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

haha! anyhow praise me one! a bit too good to be true..

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

yayy had a nice day today..though again i din do much la..

went to watch harry potter in the morning..wif kimberly! i always like being wif her..feel so at home once again..and we can talk bout anything under the sun..cos i noe she wont judge me at all..and its so funny to think how we used to quarrel and fight ALL THE TIME last time everyday..and we'll start complaining to our grandma..but i must say she made up like 80% of my childhood memories..and i really appreciate and am thankful for the way we're genuinely nice to each other now..yupp even though we don meet v often, everytime we meet i really feel very close to her..just like last time..she's really like a sister to me i guess..

then i came home after the movie..ard 230..and i slept till 5 plus! haha until zhixian woke me up wif her call..or yukit..cant remember who spoke first..haha yay class chalet! i've never been to a class chalet before! :p

then i went for pohpoh's godson's wedding dinner..slacked around wif kimberly again..she's really one of the few persons i will bother and want to keep talking to and tell her stuff..not embarrassed bout whether i may be too talkative or lame or wadeva..cos i noe she'll listen too! :) kimmily hope ur head doesnt explode if u read this..hehe..night 'HOSTRESS'!

and harry potter was not bad..i cant believe i actually cried..i don really cry during movies..maybe tears will well up but i don actually cry! but today i dunno why..maybe the part where that cedric died was really quite emotional la..then his father was so heartbroken and all..

haha and kimberly's coming over tmr! so exciting..we're gonna be exercise freaks! we're gonna swim in the morning..then mug (haven done anything for the whole hols yet!) in the afternoon and then use the gym treadmill at night! hehe..and she's staying over..my house gym is really very nice..as in the ambience..there's a tv too..that day i went to run..then after running i just sat there and watched the 9pm show until 10! hahahaha abuse gym property..

sigh my library books are overdue AGAIN..bleahh shd have returned them when i went to westmall the other day..now must pay fine! argh

nway to yk, take care over the next few days k! :)

job shadowing!

haha i dunno wad to say bout it oso..

i did learn some stuff la..like wad a cataract, blind eye, and tooth-in-eye looks like..and it kinda made me feel thankful for having eyes with no illnesses..at least not yet..

the first day i totally dreaded the whole thing..cos the doctor totally din care bout me! i felt damn extra inside la..but the deputy head of the centre i think was much nicer than the doctor i was attached to! at least he bothered at times to let me look thru that eye viewing equipment..and tell me stuff here and there..

second day..my doctor was too busy for me..so i din go..hahaaa and i woke up at 1245! omgg

and today! went into the operating theatre..it was FREEZING! i really wonder how the surgeons' hands dont tremble and become stiff in the cold la! and i had to change into the surgeon's attire! haha..and they made me wear this clogs-like thing..and the sole had all those pokey pokey stuff like those u find in old people's slippers! for massage or sth..and i was standing almost all the time looking at the tv out of respect and my feet nearly died la! so pokey and pain..hahaaa

oh and even when i wore that shower cap thing and the mask, that deputy head dr. donald tan could still recognize me!! haha i could barely recognize him from just his eyes too..

ok better go write my jobshadowing report before i forget wad happened..oh nway i sneaked off..cos i din want to stay any longer!

write more some other time!

why do i still cry whenever i think of you?
but im glad that memories of you are still somewhat fresh in my mind
though i can feel them slowly fading away
together with each passing day since you were gone..

i dont want to forget you, ever
argh i hate wanting so much to just be able to hug you one more time
i miss being able to see you come out to greet me whenever i dropped by

haiss ok shant think anymore
im still glad u were once part of my life..

it's amazing how ppl can change so much within such a short timespan..
people who i'd once thought of as mean and slightly selfish are now graciously, genuinely nice to me..people who i'd once felt were angelic and soft are now aloof and distant..

does the environment we are put in affect our behaviour so much? why do we care so much about how ppl think of us? and the worst sets in when ppl care too much about looking cool..that they tend to forsake and undermine the greater essentials in life, like family relations, character...i dunno..was just wondering..

nway He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother is a really nice song! all of u shd go hear it..haha i forgot how to set it as my background music oredy..

i think we're too young to say we're making the right decisions..cos anyway we're not old enough to see the results of our decisions anyway..hope i don live to regret any of mine..

nway, to ppl who are feeling down, cheer up! it really helps to focus on all the blessings in our lives..we have much more to be thankful than resentful for...

good luck for op everyone! jiayou for I n R too!

wad's the point

what's the point of trying so hard?
you don seem to care at all...
maybe i seem like a superficial and boring person to talk to..
our conversations seem so strained nowadays..
i don feel as close to you anymore..

maybe im not bothering to try at all..
i think im just being oversensitive
but its cos i care a lot bout the friendships i make
i guess u all don see how i can get affected so easily nway
since i always try to look happy and cheerful
that i think i irritate people at times

ok

why bother in the first place

miss you always..

haha haven posted anything since yk did my new template! thankss so much dear! muackss so nice! i love it! u too! :p

hmmm nice day today! though i wasnt especially especially happy as i'd have expected myself to be..was just thinking bout lotsa stuff la..which is not good! cos it makes me moody and detached..

went ecp wif zhixian, yk and shifu! then they cycled so fast! leave slow me like dunno how many hundred metres behind..then they end up having to wait for like 5min (my estimate?? haha) at some spot for me to catch up..paiseh! but its more relaxing cycling at my own slow pace wad..and there's still wind nway..my RECREATIONAL CYCLING!

ohh zhixian had a new haircut! trying to create some windswept look! hahaha

then sat at the beach and took many nice photos! im using one of them as my hp wallpaper.. :)) haha but my phone gallery no space..so only could take small portrait-sized ones! hahaa

and yk had this pain-looking cut on her feet! ouchhh and when the uncle poured the alcohol for her she din even feel any pain at all la! mad one..but BRAVE YUKIT! :D haha

ate at parkway parade..haisss reminded me of how i used to go there every friday..wif mummy and kimberly..then i would always hold her left hand, the one wif the bracelet..and kimberly would hold her right..hehe..then we'll eat at macs..i'll always order the 6 nuggets meal..and kimberly would order her cheeseburger..and i'll nv fail to give her 2 nuggets each time..cos i cant finish..and cos she likes the fries to be soft and limp..then i would deliberately squeeze and press the fries to soften them for her! haha i noe it sounds gross..but it was cousinly bonding btw us! and sometimes mummy would let us go ride the mini-motorcycles before daddy came to pick us...ahhh shit i really really miss those times man..shit la...ahhh its making me very sad! i dunno why too..

nway sorry all of u for eating so slowly today! u all kept talking to me that's why! :p hahahaha it was nice walking around giant too..wif u ah mas! and one 32 yr ah gong! heh

spot is so cute..so adorable..and buddy is damn friendly and loveable!
shit i miss laddie so so so much..it was so painful looking at his photos ytd..and i just couldnt accept how the once furry laddieboy could fit into one small, cold, hard urn..haiz..and the kueh balu really made me cry..102nd day today...i'll miss you always boyboy..

pieces of driftwood

for no reason at all we're drifting apart

maybe u don enjoy my company anymore

but i don think i've done anything wrong

so maybe im being oversensitive after all

there's no point getting affected by such stuff

but then again im an easily affected person

guess i'll have to be more hardened and cold

and face all this with a stronger and braver heart

i cant stand insensitive people

november's chopin!

I AM HERE!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
haha
cheering up yr blog!
wheeee
haha okie i'm achaly v sleepy
shall not type rubbish anymore
bye!