haiz...i don understand how people can affect other people...we should just all be more mature..less calculative and life will be much easier and happier..
sigh im so sian now...i just cant seem to find anything to be enthusiastic about..and its making me very lost..cos i don seem to see any direction in life..i just live everyday as it passes..i don make plans, set goals or wadeva anymore..whyy?? im not enthusiastic about studying anymore too..i just study cos i have too..thats why i feel so sian..im not working towards anything at all..maybe i shd start setting goals and resolutions again...
enghui was telling me perhaps ive been used to always being enthusiastic bout things..now that there's nothing to be enthusiastic about, i feel sian and everything..then she said why not be happy that there's nothing to be sad about, and be contented with a peaceful, worry-free existence..ya..actually quite true la...but ive been living my life like that for so long..its really difficult to change my mindset..guess everyone has different expectations of life..i should learn to be more easily contented!!
count my blessings, one by one
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