ahhh i cant wait to start working! i need to keep myself occupied if not im gonna die of boredom..everyone else is busy working i feel like this lazy good-for-nothing who has absolutely NOTHING to do! :(
i guess i have to learn to be more independent..i always thought it was a good trait to have but never really realised its importance up till now..
i think being helpless is the most helpless feeling and is perhaps on par with the feeling of regret..both horrible feelings to have! but the fact that you're helpless shows there's nothing you can do about something or feeling a certain way so i guess we just have to move on..
i knew exactly how i'd be feeling but there was nothing i could do to avoid feeling that way and i think its loserish and stupid and wimpy..why cant i just be a little more independent???
i hope i get used to it soon...
shall take my first step for the sake of my future (which everyone has started on so long ago) and write my CV!
faster come back!! :(
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