hmm im working now..not exactly the most exciting job but still better than having nothing to do at home when all my friends are working! actually there're things to do la..just that really no mood and motivation..although i was reading the Today newspaper and there was this article on how to be efficient..and they advised, always make a list of what you have to do and start with the most difficult one..then you'll feel motivated after completing it and can enjoy the rest of your work without that daunting task weighing on your mind anymore! actually i guess everyone knows this theory naturally..but when faced with a list of things to do, its just tempting to start off with the easiest ones! so you feel you're being more efficient if you get more jobs, though easy ones, done within a short time!
haha so much for crapping..i dont think i'll get down to all those i'm supposed to do anyway..like clearing my sec sch n jc notes..not all of them of cos..writing my personal statement? though i really have no idea cos i have totally no experience in writing any of this type of essays...haiss...i'll do it when i find the motivation lar..i believe it'll come!
just went to enghui's house today..i always feel so comfortable and happy there..cos her mum's so friendly! so nice they helped me tape my two episodes of the 9 oclock show which i missed cos of tuition..and her dad even gave me a lift home..feel so bad la...thank you xiaogui!!
oh ya speaking of tuition, i think its really meaningful and fun..but stressful at the same time..cos i wanna make sure wadever i do with my students is effective..and not just wasting everyone's time and their parents' money..budden its my first time..so by the end of each lesson i realise so many things i should have done differently..im just trying my best to improve..2 of them are siblings..the brother's p4 n the sis is p5..both will grow up to be shuaige meinu lor! haha! the brother's more intelligent in a way but he's lazier and more careless..the sister is quiet and hardworking but learns at a slower pace la..but i think im quite lucky to have gotten both of them...the parents are very nice and understanding too..haha and i took a picture using my phone of both of them la..but the boy's a bit more shy bout taking photos..but later when i said u take urself using my phone la he said ok readily and even went in front of the mirror to take it so that he can see whether his face fits into the screen! so cute right! hehe...
hmm results are coming out soon..and i dread that day..cos i don wanna go back to school! cos i noe i'll be overwhelmed by all my emotions of nostalgia..i really miss school a lot..i noe im being stupid by wallowing in all this sadness now since everyone tells me that the only thing i can do is to move on and keep all these happy memories in my heart..but i really cant help it..i never thought i'd miss rj so much..i don exactly feel bonded to the name r.affles but more to the places we used to hang out there and the memories created there..there're simply too many of them...all the chapteh we played in between lessons, after school..joking around wif ms v.eera, mrs yeo, ms wu, mr ng, mr lee..even asha..all the maths lessons where she'll call us to go up and write our answers on the board..den having to check our own tutorials against all these answers..i miss the routineness of everything! of going for lessons as a class, to those familiar classrooms each day..following a strict timetable but not so strict lifestyle..i kinda like having everything planned out for me like that..this way i wont have to make the decisions and bear the consequences so heavily..like wad i'm gonna have to do now...ya..so everytime i think about the results coming out i just get a sinking feeling cos i noe im gonna feel sad stepping into the all-so-familiar compound all over again..
oh and thankew yk for the very sweet handmade keychain and earrings! even my mummy was impressed lor..den she thought u went for formal lessons to learn how to make them! arent you honoured?!?!
and liow! so thankful i have you to accompany me the whole day thru my work even though we're like dunno how far away..haha im very amused lor..we find the most excessive ways of communicating with each other! exhausting all means possible! but very fun! but i feel so scared and guilty cos i scared the sec catches me typing to you! but i think she already noes la hehe! and u better await the fabulous, surprising and UNIQUE (our word of the day!) cake/wadever we're gonna bake for u two! hehe..but don expect too much hor we're damn lousy one...
hmmm i miss you very muchhhh jiayou ok!!! :)
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