hmm are we supposed to continue drifting on like this? not knowing where it may take us to, or how different our paths may turn out to be in e end..where will be then? just 3 years on..i dunno wad to expect anymore..
that aside, i hope i'm independent enough to survive this one week! cant even msg or talk to u ay all! :( but i'll be thinking of you and cheering you on in my heart..you can do it one! :) hmm i'm really really glad i'm getting more and more independent leh! perhaps its cos i can occupy my time wif work during the day..den after work i always do things i enjoy! which make me feel happy! like going to xiaogui's house, giving tuition, meeting up wif friends for dinner, or simply being a couch potato at home and watching tv from 7 to 10! den after that one of the biggest thoughts in my mind would be to go and sleep early! cos if not sure cannot wake up the next day den i'd wish i din have to go to work! haha
just had reunion dinner just now...felt quite happy..i like all these family gatherings..i tot i'd drifted away from my cousins a lot but in e end still can talk quite comfortably..den felt quite happy to help them scoop the ingredients onto their plates cos they were lazy to! i think it feels quite nice to be able to take care of the ppl around you..then i was thinking how nice it'd be if i had a younger sibling...hmmm
ahh channel 8 just showed a special edition of how my zui gao dian show was shot! so nicee..
going for ntu open house tmr wif bin, xiaogui and clara they all! shall go sit in for as many talks as possible to let myself see wad options are actually available and stop being lazy and hiding in my hermit crab shell and not be willing to venture into some unfamiliar course..like now i totally dunno wad ppl study if they go into chemistry, physics..engineering, accountancy etc..shall go find out tmr! feel so hardworking muahaha...
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