i realised i'm really very weak emotionally
i'm even afraid of my own emotions..
i'm afraid to look at the photos and videos i took of booboo
i'm afraid of walking home alone because i'm afraid of feeling sad when i walk past the grass patch where booboo was sitting so innocently on..
i'm afraid of being alone now too..
i think i think too much
i'm afraid of my own thoughts!!
i know once i start thinking i will go on thinking for a long, long time
i think of booboo each time i hear a bird call,
each time i walk past any grass patch
i will never view mynahs the same way anymore
but then again, who am i to judge?
i'm not vegetarian myself
hais, i really miss booboo... :(
i hope to upload her adorable photos and videos eventually, once i can overcome this sinking feeling each time i think of her
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