haha ok i can't maintain my stamina of blogging everyday- too tedious and i don't have refreshing new thoughts each day anyway too..
things have been getting better each day..i think it's making friends and feeling accepted that makes all the difference..there are still quite a few people whose names i don't know or whom i haven't spoke to at al yet, but each day i get to know around 3 more ppl?
we were so incorrigible today. there was excel training with this external vendor, and we were all SOOO happy cos we could have internet access during the day for once (since it's computer-based training) and i swear the ENTIRE group of us were on FACEBOOK simultaneously illegally during the training! everyone was adding each other as friends, we're just terrible!! call ourselves professional working adults eh..but what i was most glad about was the ability to message zk the whole day for free! hehe..really miss that luxury..
anyway, ytd ended with a presentation by a director from the front office, and it just made me realise how ignorant i am about current financial affairs. it was rather demoralising, and i know it's my own fault cos i didn't really read the papers..but i felt really inept and lousy..i admit there are times i feel i wasted all my studying and grades by settling for a rather mundane job (that some others might probably look down upon as saigang), but there are times like these that make me feel i don't deserve to be working in a bank at all! i keep reminding myself that i MUST be contented with whatever i have...
anyway before i came over to hk i made myself a resolution not to be judgmental or cynical without giving myself a chance to really get to know people first..been trying to hard to only see the good in these new people i'm meeting, but i'm guilty of violating this resolution at times, when i start to convince myself that i can't make genuine friends in an environment where most people probably talk to you for the sake of forming connections rather than really wanting to know you better as a person..but of course, there are a few really nice people that i feel very comfortable talking and joking with :)
went clubbing for the first time ever ytd, in a foreign land!! will write more about it tmr, and post some new photos too! have to go work on my case study presentation slides..we're all supposed to present tmr, but none of the groups are really enthusiastic or super uptight about it anyway hahaha..guess everyone just wants to play!
till tomorrow!
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