the superficiality of things
sometimes i just wanna run away from it all
i really do hate doing things just for the sake of doing them
not because i really want to
i wish i could express whatever emotions i feel openly
but i guess i'll just put people off
but i really do find it tiring to suppress what i feel
but then again i dont wanna put people off
though i think im already doing so
i always tell myself i should be happy
and not brood over things
cos they'll just waste precious seconds of my life
and affect my mood for no reason at all
i guess i'm just more idealistic
and have some kind of idea of this perfect life
with higher expectations of everything and everyone
which make me think about things which probably dont affect anyone else at all
i feel so stupid and weak and so easily affected
but what's the point of it all in the first place?
i always thought i could judge people really well
ok maybe at least whether they're being sincere or not
but i'm starting to feel i cant anymore
and its making me feel insecure
i dont know who i can trust
and turn to in times of trouble
maybe i'll see one day..
when i really run into some trouble
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